Ascendancy
Ascendancy
as·cen·dan·cy (uh-sehn'duhn-sEE)
- noun
1.
Decisive advantage, domination.
2.
The position or state of being dominant.
Part One
Discovery
The mind is its
own place, and in
itself
Can make a
Heaven of Hell, a Hell of
Heaven.
John Milton
1608-1674
May 2, 1981
Dr.
Oliver treasured his time in these caves, however it
was tough on the knees of the 56-year old teacher. I'm
spending too much
time behind my desk. Soon I'll have to bring a partner on these descents.
That of course would defeat the whole purpose. It was here in
the solitude
of these caves, far away from his students -- and Olivia -- that he
found
peace.
Once a week during the summer and once
a month in the fall, he traveled these caverns alone, clearing his head
and
steeling himself for his classroom and home life. It was over thirty
years ago,
a lifetime ago, not
long after he first came to Keene that
he discovered the caverns less than an hour away. From the beginning he
was
drawn here, but it wasn't until years later that it became an
indispensable escape
from his life.
Keene, New Hampshire lay in the valley
of two small mountains. For centuries, run-off water had carved
passageways in
the soft sedimentary deposits left by the glaciers that long ago formed
this
region. These ancient underground waterways seemed to be a well-kept
secret. In
all his years down here he had only glimpsed a handful of fellow
spelunkers.
Among his colleagues, and even the locals, hardly any one seemed aware
of the
tunnels running beneath their feet.
Walter liked it that way.
Through the years he had created a
detailed mapping of this subterranean labyrinth. Although there was no
end in
sight, he had put to paper a twisted maze covering over a hundred
miles. More
than anything else, it had become the defining work of his life. It
hadn't
started out that way, but then his life had never gone according to
plan.
It took Walter a few hours to reach
the starting point of this weekend's journey. This was his first
descent of the
season, the winter being too cold and the spring too wet until now.
During the
winter, like every winter, he
had poured
over his maps identifying which unexplored pathways looked the most
promising.
Today he had decided on a tunnel opening far back in the central
passage
clusters. The clusters were carved through much tougher rock, materials
much
closer in make-up to the rest of New England. Being harder, this area
would be
drier and easier to traverse. The only hard part would be lifting his
hefty
frame into the tunnel's opening which was four feet up the cavern wall.
Adding
to the difficulty, years of run off had given the mouth a jagged lower
lip and
the floor below an uneven stubbly pit.
Studying the problem, Walter wished he
had remembered how much trouble this would be.
He removed knee pads and palm pads from a silver backpack
and slipped
them on. He carefully placed his hands on the ledge and tested his
strength.
Six months with little more exercise than walking from the car to his
classroom
had left his arms unwilling to perform such a task.
If only he wasn't so heavy. Short
for my weight, he corrected
himself. After all if he was six
feet tall instead of only five foot eight, his 180 pounds would be just
about
right.
After chucking his backpack into the
raised passage, Walter gave himself a quick heave, getting the bottom
of his
stomach over the ledge. Then, his legs and arms flailing, he slowly and
clumsily inched his way in. Successful, but drained, he sprawled on the
floor
striving for breath. Once rested, he again donned his backpack.
The low ceiling forced Walter to
crawl. Walking on hands and knees meant he had to stop every few
minutes to
update the map. It was a slow tedious process that left his mind free
to
wander. Dr. Oliver spent a large amount of time mulling over his past,
but he
did so for commiseration never self-recrimination or understanding.
He hadn't been a brilliant or
motivated student in high school. His talent for, and enjoyment of,
mathematics
brought him acceptable, but not exceptional grades. After being
rejected by the
colleges he desired, he
settled for the
University of New Hampshire. It was a good school, and admittance
policies were
somewhat lax for New Hampshire residents. After several years of
undistinguished studies he acquired a Master's Degree in Mathematics.
He had expected he would start his
academic career at U.N.H. However having kept mostly to himself he had
not
formed any bonds with his teachers and was unable to garner an emphatic
recommendation. He was not accepted for any teaching position.
Following the
path of least resistance, he applied for a position in U.N.H.'s sister
college.
Thus it was that Walter Harmon Oliver
came to Keene. A year later he had met and married the daughter of an
aging
physics professor.
Olive Kane was a mildly attractive
woman almost three years older than Walter. She and her father had
moved here
shortly after her mother had died of pneumonia when she was six.
In the middle of her first semester of
college, at U.N.H., Dr. Kane suffered a stroke that cost him partial
use of the
left arm and leg. She had dropped out and came back to care for him.
Even after
his return to work Olive never returned to college.
At the onset of every semester Dr.
Kane threw a social mixer for the academic staff.
It was during his first attendance at such a
party that Walter noticed the shy, mousy woman pushing Dr. Kane's
wheelchair.
Usually intimidated by the fairer sex, he found himself remarkably
emboldened
by her timidity. He spent the entire event talking with her, and then
surprised
himself by asking her out.
For more than ten years Olive had
devoted her life to her father. Early on, her duty had provided a safe
haven
from the real world. Recently
though,
she felt a need growing inside her. She had begun to dream about a
handsome
stranger who would come and take her away.
This dream saddened her because she
knew it would never come to pass. Even if someone was to notice her,
she could
never simply abandon her father. She loved him dearly. Still Olive Kane
was
looking for an escape.
Walter seemed to offer the perfect
solution. Through marriage she would have a life to call her own, and
since
Walter and her father both worked at the college she could also keep an
eye on
his welfare.
In fact, although she never told
anyone, several months later when Walter proposed to her, her only
hesitation
had been over whether Olive Oliver was too ridiculous a name to bear. A
few
hours later she had decided she could live with it.
For Walter's part of his attraction to
Olivia (she had quickly dropped her former nickname after the
engagement) was a
craving for the kind of respect her father commanded. By marrying into
the Kane
family he expected, in time, to coast into a position of tenure and
admiration.
Walter came out of his reverie long enough
to notice that the ceiling had raised just enough to allow him to stand
if he
stooped slightly. Gratefully, he eased himself off his knees and lapsed
almost
immediately back into his past.
Being the new man, Walter was given
the lower echelon of math classes to teach. Basic Math, Algebra,
Geometry and
Trigonometry. Teaching these classes bored him greatly. The students,
not
having been interested or gifted enough to learn these basics in high
school,
were for the most part unmotivated. Student and teacher alike drifted
through
his classes.
Walter was still young and he knew it
was just a waiting game. Waiting for a senior member, which was
everyone, of
the math department to leave or die. He was patient.
Still the lack of challenge in his
students and his subjects, left great oceans of time for his mind to
wander.
Basic math students tended to be freshmen, and it wasn't long before
the more
attractive young women began to catch his eye. Over the years that
followed he
developed an active fantasy life centering on his female students.
A dull pain dragged Dr. Oliver back to
the present. He had hooked a small stalactite with the ropes on the top
of his
backpack. He was jerked back, the shoulder straps cutting into his dry
and
toneless skin. Swearing softly he leaned against the rounded cavern
wall, and
unstrapped the backpack from which he removed his canteen, rock hammer
and
heavy coat. Usually the exertion of walking and climbing kept him warm
enough
with just a light coat, but down here you never knew what the
temperature would
be. So he always packed a heavy coat and was now glad for the extra
padding
between the straps and his bruised shoulder. He drank a refreshing
mouthful of
water and fastened the canteen to his belt.
Walter replaced the backpack that was
now laden with only his rock hammer, a light snack, two spare batteries
for the
helmet light, assorted plastic bags, pens and chalk. After taking a few
experimental steps, Dr. Oliver removed the pack again.
Well, I'll just collect some
samples around here while I give it some time to heal.
Consulting
his map he was surprised to learn he was much deeper in than he had
realized.
Even after all these years it still surprised him how accurately he
could map
even when his mind was elsewhere.
His interest in rock collecting had
originally sprung from the whimsical hope of finding gold, diamonds or
some
other precious rock. Even though he knew that this area was not known
for these
materials he still kept the hope. Not that he followed it through with
any more
completeness than he did any other aspect of his life, except his
mapping.
For several hours he skimmed the
bright beam of his helmet light over the tunnel walls looking for
reflective
flashes. Chipping here and there, he dropped the more interesting rocks
into
plastic bags. At home he would polish them.
Now moving less strenuously than he
had been earlier, he felt more comfortable in the padded jacket. He was
glad
again that he had brought it. Consulting his explorers watch he
observed it was
fifty-two degrees. The watch had been a gift from Olivia 5 years ago.
It had
surprised him because her gifts always displayed how precious little
she
understood about him, but this present had genuinely pleased him.
The light from his helmet reflected on
something far down the tunnel. It must be large to
reflect that brightly
this far away, he thought. At
the same time he observed that
this tunnel must be uncommonly straight as well.
He walked stiffly but swiftly with
growing excitement along the slightly downward sloping passage. Walter
slowed
as he got close enough to recognize the substance lining the end of
what was
now clearly a cul-de-sac: Ice. Stupid, worthless,
ice.
He
turned back to get his clipboard and update his map on the termination
of this
passage, when suddenly he turned back. "Ice? How the fuck could there
be
ice at this temperature?" Walter puzzled aloud to the empty tunnel
walls. Of
course, it must have gotten colder as the tunnel went deeper into the
earth.
He consulted his watch: Forty-seven degrees.
Confused he inspected the wall. The
ice was a very thin layer coating the parabolic ending of the passage.
It was
while taking in this shape that he noted a small baseball sized rock
embedded
near the center of the wall. Its roundness lent the rock an exotic
quality that
appealed to him. Looks like it could be a meteorite.
The little ones are
supposed to burn up though. He'd read that
somewhere.
Using the small rock hammer, he
chipped at the area around the object. The old red handled tool had
been with
him for the last twenty years. For the first time Walter noticed how
frustratingly dull the head had become. It took over ten minutes to
carefully
extract the rock.
He held it up in his left hand.
"Damn," he cried out in
pain, his middle finger burning.
Before he could catch himself, he
dropped the orb. No, not burning, cold. Like
touching ice with wet hands.
Well moron, he
shook his head,
being lodged in ice will make an object cold. Although it
didn't feel very
cold while I was freeing it.
Inspecting
the damage Walter noticed a tiny triangular white mark on the middle
section of
his finger. He was relieved when it went away after he nursed it for a
short
time.
His attention returned to the strange
object.
He
bent down to retrieve the rock and noticed a black corner sticking out
of it,
as if a small perfect cube were lodged in the orb. Slowly, he lowered
his
aching body and sat cross-legged near the orb. Unconsciously he rubbed
his
wounded digit on the leg of his gray corduroy pants.
Over the next few minutes Walter
learned the following facts: the cube was cold, but the rock could be
safety
touched. He was unable to decide what the cube, if it was a cube, was
made of.
It seemed impossibly black.
Walter began to become excited. The
Artifact, as he now thought of it, seemed too perfect to be natural.
Sure, some
minerals had interesting formations, but there were always some
imperfections.
The perfect straightness of the angles, the flawless color, it felt manmade. But
fused in a rock
that looks like a meteorite? It
brought interesting
possibilities to Dr. Oliver's mind. Perhaps, just perhaps, he was going
to be
famous after all.
As he stood, he noticed that the thin
layer of ice had melted. This increased his excitement. He began to
dream and
scheme about his future as he packed up and prepared to leave.
Nowhere in his thoughts was the idea
that he would be dead in just under a month.
May 6, 1981
From Dr. Walter
Oliver's Private
Journal:
I have determined that nothing
further can be learned about the artifact without removing it from the
meteorite that surrounds it. In preparation for that I used a Motion
Picture
Camera to make an exact and full record of the artifact as I had
discovered it.
That accomplished, I carefully
removed the outer casing in three sections. These have been stored for
careful
examination.
*
* * * *
Kyle
leaned forward and absent-mindedly brushed his long
unkempt greasy black hair away from his eyes. His attention was divided
today.
A large portion of his consciousness was focused, as usual, on furtive
glances
at Meredith.
Poised attentively one row to the left
and ahead of him, Meredith was dressed unusually alluringly in a tight
black
sweater and short jeans. Kyle, who regularly spent most of his class
time
staring at her anyway, was completely captivated by this more revealing
vista.
Under normal circumstances he would
have given this his full attention, however Doc Oliver was acting
strangely
today, and this was distracting him. He couldn't quite figure out what
was
wrong. His finger slowly traced the embossed circle surrounding the
anarchy
symbol on the chest of his black T-shirt, while he tried to solve this
distraction.
The Doc barely seemed aware of his own lecture. This was hardly
unusual. He too
was directing stolen glances at Meredith. This was also not without
precedence.
At some time or another, each of his female students had come under the
speculative consideration of the Doctor. No, Kyle thought, it was more
how he
was staring at her. It was less like lust and more like apprehension.
As if he
had a question he was too afraid to ask her. Also, most disturbingly,
the Doc's
gaze periodically swept his way. Yet whenever their eyes locked, the
old man
kept looking away.
*
* * * *
He heard his voice droning on in some
distant part of his brain. He was use to, and had complete confidence
in, his
ability to conduct his classes on autopilot. He gave his full
concentration to
the problem at hand.
It had taken him exactly three days to
exhaust every avenue of study
he could
think to bring to task trying to evaluate the Artifact.
In the beginning he had taken careful
and exacting steps. First he had taken Polaroids of the object from
every
possible angle. Then he measured how much volume it displaced when
lowered into
a measuring flask of water. He weighed it, then calculated its density.
At this
point he spent two hours debating whether or not he should remove the
rock
casing.
Walter decided he could go no farther
without doing so, but he felt he should film the object first. He
recalled
Professor Stanton having gone on and on when he had purchased a 16mm
Motion
Picture Camera a few years back. On the way to the short pudgy English
professor's office he rehearsed his speech on why the younger man should loan him the
camera. He was barely
into this approach when Stanton got up and strolled over to his closet.
"I never touch the thing anymore.
Use it as long as you need. If you run out of film, you can order more
at the
Pharmacy," he said emerging with a large silver case.
Dr. Oliver was pleased as he returned
to his office, and after a few moments study, filmed the Artifact from
all
angles. Next he set up the camera to record the removal of the rock
shell.
Slowly and carefully he used his rock cleaning skills to chisel a seam
around
the fist sized ball. He attempted to get the rock off in two pieces but
was
quite relieved when he managed it in three. He carefully placed the
fragments
in a Tupperware container and filled it with fine sand.
He was beginning to feel more
comfortable with the Artifact. After all he could always claim that he
didn't
know what he had. And that was the truth, he chuckled to himself. He
wasn't
breaking any laws. At worst he could be portrayed as a fool. The risk
was
minimal; the potential reward was tremendous.
However there was a problem. Walter
couldn't risk telling anyone about the discovery. It would only be a
matter of
time before word leaked out, and someone official came to relieve him
of the
Artifact. He would not be allowed to monopolize such a monumental
discovery.
However, if he could amass enough
information on the orb, it might be his name attached to it in the
history
books, and the press.
So it was a slender tightrope that he
walked. He dared not damage the object, which meant limiting his
experiments.
He couldn't let any one knowledgeable know about it, so he couldn't
consult
anyone. To make matters worse, as a math teacher he had no legitimate
access to
the science labs, nor any clear idea of what to do in them if he did.
The solution was to approach one of
his students.
*
* * * *
Meredith was feeling slightly
self-conscious, not that she would ever let it show. She was going to
meet Wood
immediately after class and then they were going straight off to watch
Emily
play an important soccer match.
She had decided to wear a sweater that
Wood had mentioned he liked. Liked a lot. She realized that she would
have to
suffer through leers from the perverted Dr. Walter and that creep Kyle,
but she
had underestimated the looks she would get from others. Lots of other
girls
dressed more provocatively. They just weren't used to it from her.
She compensated by paying even more
attention than usual to the Doctors speech. Not that it was
interesting. It was
almost straight out of the textbook chapters she had read the night
before.
Other than subtly correcting a
mistake, for the other student's benefit, she asked no questions. The
doctor
however, it seemed wanted to ask her something. She began to map
strategies for
getting out the door the moment the bell rang.
*
* * * *
While he talked, Walter argued in his
mind about whether to approach Kyle or the one called Mouse.
Several months ago he had caught Kyle
cheating on an exam. Most teachers would have reported the kid, and
been done
with it. He however saw the potential and simply warned him. Slowly he
took the
lad under his wing and into his confidence. Yes, he could trust him
with his
secret. But would the boy be able to help him? He wasn't the brightest
or most
ambitious student.
On the other hand, Meredith was easily
his brightest student, but not only did he have no control over her,
she always
seemed uncomfortable in his presence . Also it seemed wise not to put
himself
in the path of temptation. Olivia had made it clear she would never let
the
scandal fade, if he slipped up again. Her life would be devoted to
making his
life "a living hell that would follow him from school to school."
As the bell rang, he decided to
inquire whether Kyle knew someone who might be able to help.
*
* * * *
When the bell rang Kyle witnessed
Meredith spring from her chair, grab her books in midair and fly out
the door.
Kyle slowly ambled out of his chair
and joined the queue of students lined up and filing out into the
hallway.
"Just a minute, Mr. Ouellette.
Would you stay behind, please?" he heard the doctor request.
It always worried Kyle when Dr. Oliver
was polite. Then again, what choice did he really have? He stepped
sideways out
of line and circled back to the large oak desk. He stared down at the
messy
cluster of papers and trinkets as they waited for the rest of the
students to
exit.
As the last straggler left, Dr. Oliver
walked over to the door and closed it.
Oh, this ought to be fun,
thought Kyle sarcastically.
However, when the doctor turned back
he was all smiles. Ah, he wants something. Kyle was
relieved.
He pressed his hands together and
looked calmly down at his student. "Kyle, you know that I am fond of
Archeology?"
Kyle knew that the Doc liked caves and
rock collecting. He mentioned that quite often. Archeology, however,
was a new
revelation. Where was he going with this? Kyle flipped both possible
answers
through his mind and decided to go with the truth.
"Well it is an old passion of
mine."
The Doc seemed to be waiting for a
response.
"Uh-huh," Kyle offered.
"Yes, well I was wondering if you
had any friends with experience in Archeology?"
Ah, so there it is. Nasson didn't
have an Archeology teacher, but several neighboring colleges did. Why
didn't
Doc want to ask one of them? Best to fish him out. "What
about the
teachers at UNH?"
"No, no," Walter's mind
turned rapidly, "it's not important enough to bother them." He
quickly added, "But I would like to handle this promptly."
Kyle started to speak when Dr.
Oliver's mind finally shaped a new cover story. "Look, Kyle, I ...
found
... an old knickknack on one of my rock climbs. I would like to get it
identified and dated. If it turns out to be ... interesting, then we
can bring
in the big guns."
Hmmm, he thinks it might be very
valuable.
"Can I see it?" Kyle asked
trying to sound innocent.
"I don't keep it here!"
Walter snapped. "Do you have a friend or not."
In truth, Kyle had few people that
were friendly to him, and fewer friends. Then again, Pete owed him a
favor and
Pete knew everyone.
"I think so, but I'll have to ask
around."
"Well, please act swiftly. I'd
like to wrap this up in short order. Maybe you'll know by class
tomorrow."
To Kyle
it didn't sound like a question.
"It could mean a few points on
the final. That's just a month away," he said rapidly without pausing
for
any response as he hustled Kyle out the door. "Oh, and this is to stay
strictly between us."
That was old Doc, charming as
always. Points on the final? Cool. Wonder what Doc is up to?
As Kyle worked his way to the steep
front steps, he tried to recall which dorm Pete lived in.
May 7, 1981
From Dr. Walter
Oliver's Private
Journal:
There can no longer be any doubt
that the artifact is not of natural origin. It is clearly manufactured.
It is
equally clear that it was manufactured using technology not currently
used on
Earth.
Removed from its rocky covering I am
now able to study the true artifact for the first time. The object
forms a
perfect tetrahedron, each length of which is almost exactly 2 7/32 inches. The
object is uniformly jet
black and made from an unknown material. It is extremely cool to the
touch but
has no effect on a standard mercury thermometer. I attempted to measure
the
temperature with an electronic thermometer but unfortunately the
batteries went
dead.
Beyond its uniform blackness there
is only one feature present on the artifact. Along what I am now
referring to
as the base, is a small metal looking collar. The circular ring is just
under 1
inch in diameter and appears to have broken off a larger structure as
it has an
irregular jagged edge.
I am unable to determine how the
collar is affixed to the artifact. It can be easily slid around the
base's
smooth surface but I have not been able to remove it. The closest
effect I can
relate this to is magnetism. A magnet on a low friction metal surface
might
behave like this. The object however has no effect on a compass and
seems to
possess no magnetic properties.
*
* * * *
Despite being five sided the center of
Nasson campus was referred to as the Quad. It was a small grass field
edged
with tarred walkways. Three trampled down dirt pathways bisected it.
Along the
sides were two dorms, the dining hall, the Administration Building, the
library
and the two main teaching buildings. These were called Mac Hall and the
blandly
named Science Building. It was toward the latter that Pete hurried now.
He was late for his Organic Chemistry
class. Being a full five credit course it was scheduled for every
weekday. He was
used to rushing to class on Mondays,
Wednesdays and Fridays as the course started at 8 AM. It was generally
easier
on the remaining days since it wasn't held until four in the afternoon.
Today though, he had been studying
under the Quad's lone tree. The cooling breeze rustling through the
slender
birch leaves, combined with the dry history text, had caused him to
drift off.
The dim class bell from the Science Building simultaneously woke him
and
informed him that class had begun.
He darted up the steep stone steps,
passed the fake marble pillars and through the sturdy double wooden
doors. Once
inside the building's stately facade the style drastically changed to a
more
clinical structure. Pete's black sneakers squeaked on the white tile of
the
stairwell that lead to the basement. He grabbed the doorjamb of room 14
and
half swung into the room.
Pete slunk along the drab green wall
and took his usual seat. He readied himself for a caustic remark from
Professor
Sheffield, but after a moment he realized one was not forthcoming. The
teacher
gave him one half-hearted glare over his glasses and continued on with
his
discussion.
*
* * * *
Kyle planted himself outside the
classroom. He positioned himself carefully so that he was not in line
of sight
of the teacher, but could keep an eye on Pete. Pete had not yet looked
his way
and Kyle saw no point in trying to catch his attention. There was still
20
minutes left in the class.
It had been a frustrating 24 hours for
Kyle. Not only had he not been able to catch Pete at dinner, but later
discovered that he had gone into Sanford. Probably drinking with his
townie
friends. Things had not gone better today. So it was now, with less
than hour
before his class with Dr. Oliver, that Kyle had finally tracked him
down.
Kyle found himself imagining what it
would be like to be him.
Peter Kelley, at 5' 9", slender
build and only mildly handsome, was as amazingly popular as Kyle could
only
dream of being. Funny, and charming he easily made friends with almost
everyone
he met. And genuinely liking people he went out of his way to meet many.
Pete also took care to look and dress
well. His eye for fashion and his social ease made him a legendary
ladies' man.
Some would say, and Pete would be the
first to agree with them, that he was overcompensating for his poor
upbringing
in the very town he now went to College in. Truth was though, that he
had
always gotten along well with everyone. Except for a conscious decision
to
always dress upscale, Pete hadn't changed one bit.
There was a subtle none too friendly
rivalry between the young men from town and the college kids. It was a
tribute
to Pete's skill with people that he easily assimilated into both crowds
without
losing his allegiance to either.
Pete was proud of his ability to put
himself through college. He had worked damn hard to get great grades in
High
School. Good grades did not come easily for him, but he made time to
put in the
extra effort. That and his community work had paid off handsomely in
the form
of the Lyman Walker Memorial Scholarship.
The Scholarship was given by the
Nasson Township to "the most promising community minded high school
senior
of the year." The Scholarship provided full tuition to Nasson College,
provided that the student performed 12 hours of community service per
week.
While in High School, Pete had worked
as a filing clerk for the Sanford Police Department. Being in the same
building
as the Fire Department and Town Hall he was often "loaned out" to do
grunt work for them as well. Now
in
College, he performed the same work to fulfill the requirements of the
Scholarship.
On top of this, Pete worked one and
half hours every noontime at the Lion's Den for, as he put it: "a
little
spending money."
Meals at Nasson were held in the
building that formed the base of the Quad. Though listed in the
official
literature as the commissary, it was universally referred to as the
Commons.
The food was edible and, as paid for as part of the tuition, a student
could
eat as much as he desired. The Commons also brought large portions of
the
College's six hundred and some odd students together that would
otherwise
probably not meet. Thus it formed an important social function.
However, institutional food being what
it is, students occasionally got the urge for something better. So,
several
years earlier the Lion's Den had been born. Created in the basement of
Marland
Hall, barely 30 yards from the Commons, the restaurant was run by and
for the
students. The prices were low and food was simple and tasty. Whatever
meager
proceeds there were went to the dorm.
The dining area was small, with barely
room for the six booths and the short thin counter that sat five and
separated
it from the kitchen. It was however nicely decorated and had a charming
cozy
atmosphere.
The Lion's Den was run by a crew of
seven, most of whom hardly ever saw each other. Pete shared the lunch
shift
with Doris. Pete cooked and Doris served the customers.
Even with his Classes, studying,
community service and work schedule, Pete still found time to keep
active with
his college and town friends, and even get the occasional moment to
himself.
If Kyle had known any of this it would
have had made tracking him down much easier.
*
* * * *
Toward the end of the class Pete
spotted Kyle out in the hall. Through a series of hand gestures he came
to
understand that Kyle needed to talk to him. Pete had mimicked meeting
at the
Commons, and Kyle motioned that he had a class.
Pete flipped his schedule through his
mind. He had to eat and then get over to the Police Station by half
past five.
Finally he held his hand up with three fingers extended.
*
* * * *
When Pete emerged from the classroom
Kyle swiftly steered him into the empty room across the hall.
"Hey Pete, you're lookin'
good," Kyle led in pleasantly. His head was bent slightly forward. He
did
not quite meet Pete's eyes.
"Feeling good, too. How about
you?" inquired Pete. He hoped Kyle would get to the point swiftly.
Although Pete would talk to anyone, the nervous teenager was not one
his
favorite people. Also Pete had noticed that he only talked to him when
he
needed something.
"Can't complain, although I
haven't been getting enough sleep lately..." he trailed off.
Seeing that he wasn't going to come to
the point quickly Pete tried to pry the info out of him. He wasn't as
diplomatic as he would have been with a more sensitive person, or if he
wasn't
so rushed.
"Look Kyle, I hate to speed you
along, but I've got to meet someone in a couple minutes."
"Yeah. OK. Sorry. Um, well the
thing is... do you know anyone -- that is a student here -- that
dabbles in
Archeology?"
"Archeology is a wide
subject," he said absent-mindedly to keep the conversation going while
he
thought through the hobbies of his friends. "Perhaps if I knew what you
needed."
"Well it's kind of secret.
Suffice to say, a friend of mine has unearthed something and this
friend wants
to know what it is," Kyle said pleased that he hadn't had to reveal too
much.
"Is it pottery or something like
that?"
"Actually, I haven't seen
it."
"OK," Pete looked briefly at
the clock behind him, "let me ask around. Meet me tomorrow at noontime
at
the Lion's Den. I'll let you know what I turn up."
"OK." Kyle made no move to
leave.
"Well, gotta run. Bye," Pete
said, turning out the door and flying up the stairwell.
May 8, 1981
From Dr. Walter
Oliver's Private
Journal:
I brought in an Antiquities expert
today. She was unable to identify the object. She confirmed my
observations
that the Artifact appears manufactured. If she made the conclusion that
it is
of alien design, she did not voice her opinion.
*
* * * *
Emily's
daily routine started at six in the morning. At
that time she would get up, throw on some sweats and run up to Rogers
Field. She
then usually put in a couple of hours of practice with two or three
other
members of the soccer team, before returning to her dorm. After
showering and
dressing for the day, she would join her friends at nine for breakfast
at the
Commons.
Today she had gotten up an hour
earlier to get in extra practice. Tomorrow was a decisive match that
would
decide whether her team went to the regionals. She was determined to be
on her
best game.
Pete arrived at the field toward the
end of her practice and sat down on the grassy area under the trees. He
watched
Emily play and shook his head softly.
Pete had dated Emily toward the end of
their sophomore year. Like most of Pete's relationships it had been
romantic,
passionate and had ended swiftly but amicably.
Those that knew Emily had trouble
reconciling the loving caring earthy young women they were used to with
the
competitive decisive dynamo they witnessed on the soccer field.
To be honest Emily herself had been
very surprised by the champion spirit that had risen in her the first
time she
stepped upon the field.
She had tried out her Freshman year on
a lark. A friend she had just met, but grown immediately fond of was
trying out
and Emily had accompanied her. She had watched the try outs for only a
few minutes
when she felt something stirring within her. She made the team, while
her
friend did not. Despite her best efforts the friendship dissolved
rapidly after
that.
Over that year, Emily began to garner
a reputation for being ruthless on the playing field. She would
constantly get
in the way of opposing players much bigger than her, and was willing to
block
shots no matter how hard they were kicked. The next year, she was
promoted to
second string. Now in her Junior year, she was not only first string
but had
emerged as the star; the most celebrated player.
Emily was also enjoying being in the
best shape she had ever been in. Prior to discovering the sport, the 5
foot 5
inch brown haired girl, had been slightly overweight and dowdy. Now she
was
lean, fast and very toned. She had cut her hair much shorter and had
gained a
self-confidence that drew people in.
Off the field, Emily was still
friendly and caring, her fierce brown eyes not withstanding. As a
bonus, even
though she spent at least two hours a day practicing, plus the regular
practice
and game time, she found herself getting better grades than ever.
Pete watched her play for a while,
before she caught sight of him. She shouted something he didn't catch
and he
waved back. A half hour later she came trotting up to him.
"Hi Pete, come to watch me
sweat?" she asked pulling a small water container from her backpack and
downing it in one gulp.
"Always a pleasant way to wake
up," he remarked with a wide grin.
"Oh yes, I'm such a lovely sight
this morning." She tossed her short sweat soaked hair backward and
struck
a dramatic pose, her sweatsuit hiding most of her alluring figure.
"You're not breaking up with
Jocie are you?"
Jocie was Pete's current girlfriend.
Prior to her his longest relationship had lasted seven weeks. Pete had
started
dating her in November and they were still going strong. Way down deep
Emily
felt a pang of resentment that she hadn't been the one to tame him.
However,
her comment was not a petty one. The last three times he had come to
watch her
practice it had been to do a little soul searching after breaking it
off with a
girl.
"No, it's nothing like that.
She's wonderful. In fac..."
"So was I."
"True."
She continued, "So was Lila. So
was Jackie, Sami and Tammy. Shall I go on?"
He lowered his head and shook it
slowly side to side.
"I know. I'm was an idiot. But
things are going really well at the moment. Honestly."
"So what's up?" she asked
changing the subject. She stared into his eyes inquisitively.
"Your father is an Archeologist?
Right?"
"Yeah," she said slowly,
curiously.
"And you said you were interested
in all that, when you were younger. Right?" Pete had an amazing ability
to
remember things like this. It was a large part of his charm.
"In all that," she smiled,
"yup."
"So, if I had an old cup or
something would you be able to identify it?"
She didn't ask him why. He would get
to it when he was ready.
"Probably not off the top of my
head, but I should know which books to look in."
"You going to breakfast as
usual?" Pete inquired.
"Sure am," she replied, then
added unnecessarily, "at 9."
"I've got a class, and then I'll
meet you there."
"You're just gonna leave me
hanging, aren't you?" She pretended to be annoyed.
"It's no biggie, just a favor.
I'll go over it when we meet, but I've gotta get to class."
Pete stood up, gave her a hug and
walked over to the bike stand. Removing his old three-speed, he started
back
the two miles to campus.
*
* * * *
It was a tired but glowing face that
shown up at Pete as he took a seat next to Emily at the Commons.
"Hi Kathy" he offered to the
slight freshman sitting across from him. "Good Morning, Emily," he
said turning to her and giving her shoulder a gentle squeeze. He
flashed his
most winning grin.
In his other hand he held one of the
green plastic trays the school provided for the students to load with
food. His
contained a small heap of scrambled eggs, some small diced potatoes and
two
very sad looking pieces of toast. He placed the tray next to Emily and
went
back for a container of milk.
Emily spoke once he was seated.
"So what's this big secret?"
Emily asked.
"No secret, a friend of
Kyle's..."
"Kyle? Creepy Kyle?" she
interrupted sounding surprised.
"He's not that bad."
"Let's see. He always wears
black. He never smiles. He never looks me in the eyes, and yet he
always seems
to be staring at me. One time I tried to have a conversation with him
and he
spent the whole time talking to my chest."
"He's just shy that's all. He's
probably still a virgin. So he's shy and horny. That's gotta be an
awkward
combination. Since when are you so judgmental?"
"You're right, but there's
something about him, just gives me the willies. Anyway, how'd we get on
this
topic?"
"A friend of Kyle's..."
"I can't picture Kyle with
friends."
Pete laughed, then added, "You
wanna hear this, or not?"
"Sorry."
"Anyway, this friend of
Kyle's"
"Anyone I know?" This time
she giggled as she cut him off.
"Kyle didn't say."
"OK, so it's an alleged
friend."
Pete didn't want to get side tracked
again. "OK, his alleged friend unearthed something, and he wants to
know
what it is."
"What was it?"
"He didn't say, 'unearthed
something' was his exact words."
"You didn't think to ask?"
chimed in Kathy. "Sorry, but I couldn't help listening along."
Pete looked over at her. A half a
pancake remained on the tray in front of her. It was too clean to have
held
much else. "I asked. Kyle said he hadn't seen it."
"So you want to know if I can
identify every object that ever was?" she teased him.
"Yup, that's about it," he
shot back. "Oh, and I got the idea they wanted to do this quickly."
"When?" she asked, but spoke
again just as he started to.
"Let me guess: you don't
know."
"You didn't want me to make it
easy did you?" Pete paused. "When are you free?"
"Well, tomorrow's the big game.
It'd either be tonight or next Tuesday. Can you set it up for tonight?
I'd like
to get it out of the way."
"I'm meeting Kyle at noon at the
Lion's Den. Care to join us?"
"You behind the counter and me
alone keeping company with Kyle? I'll pass." She made a face at him.
"Since when did you become such a
snob?" he asked half seriously.
"I didn't mean it that way. I
don't care if someone sees us together. I just don't want to have to
support
both sides of a conversation while being visually undressed and
appraised." She paused for breath and asked, "Why are you helping him
anyway?"
"I help everyone. You know that.
Don't you read the papers?"
Last year the Sanford Enterprise had
done a follow-up piece on Pete, that had been overly flowing with
praise and
had generally made him sound like a saint. His friends had inflicted
months of
good natured teasing after that.
"Plus he has done me a few
favors," he added vaguely.
"You're not going out tonight?
Surely you weren't planning on
staying home on Friday
night!" Pete asked quickly lest she ask the obvious question.
What Kyle had done was to supply
alibis a few times when Pete had started new relationships before
officially
ending the current ones. He
wasn't going
to lie to Emily, and he didn't want to get into the truth right now
either.
She answered breaking him from his
revelry, "With the big game tomorrow, I need to be fully rested."
"Have you got a class at
1:45?"
"No, I'll be in my room."
"OK, I'll come by and let you
know what's up."
"It's fine by me," she said
using a phrase he used often to close deals.
"So, tell me how things are going
with Jocie. She seems like a lovely girl."
They gossiped until they had to leave.
*
* * * *
Kyle had been running around all
afternoon on other people's errands and he was sick of it. First he had
met
with Pete, who had at least been able to come up with someone for the
Doc. Of
course, then he had had to go to the Doc and see when and where they
could
meet.
The basement floor of the Science
Building consisted of a hallway off of which were five classrooms.
These rooms
were currently being used by the English and Foreign Languages
Department. At
the end of the hallway was a set of swinging double doors.
Beyond the doors was another hallway
that housed seven old style classrooms that had not been updated when
the
building was renovated in the fifties. The floors held years of dust
and large
flakes of gray paint that had long since peeled off the walls to reveal
the
ashier gray of cinder blocks.
Despite local fire laws, the first
three rooms had been filled, floor to ceiling, with boxes and boxes of
old
papers. The other rooms were largely abandoned. The last room was a
chemistry
lab, circa 1930.
It was this lab that the Doc had
converted for studying the Artifact. He had installed a clasp and
padlock over
the doorknob for security, and had pilfered a few items from the
upstairs labs.
It was here that the Doc wanted to
meet, at seven that evening.
Of course, then he'd had to relay this
back to Pete.
Now, in a few short minutes he would
get to see what all this fuss was about. And whether it was worth it.
*
* * * *
Pete and Emily arrived together ten
minutes early to find a locked door.
Emily turned to Pete and asked,
"Are you sure this is the right place? I didn't even know this hall
existed. It sure doesn't look like anyone's been here in years."
"This is where Kyle said to meet.
He described it as 'abandoned'. We are a little early."
Just then the stiff swinging doors
parted to reveal Dr. Oliver, who carried a small briefcase, and Kyle
who slowly
paced behind the Doctor.
Dr. Oliver greeted them curtly,
unlocked the door and went inside.
"This is Kyle's friend?"
Emily whispered to Pete.
"That's Dr. Oliver, he's my Calc
teacher."
"Why'd he ask for Kyle's
help?"
Pete shrugged and entered the room.
The Chemistry lab had obviously been
thoroughly cleaned recently. Dr. Oliver had put his briefcase down on
the small
round table in the far corner and was pulling some papers from it. Pete
pulled
out a chair for Emily and then took one himself. He pulled up close to
the
table.
"Before we go any further I need
each of you to sign these papers."
Doc
dropped a set in front of each of them.
Simultaneously Pete and Kyle asked
what they said.
"It simply says that you can't
talk about anything you see here."
Kyle sat up a little straighter. This
was getting more interesting.
Emily scanned the document. Basically
it stated that if they revealed anything that the Doctor showed them,
they
would be financially responsible for any losses the Doctor suffered.
Dr. Oliver waited as they read the
forms. Initially he had considered requiring Pete and Kyle to leave.
They
weren't required for this. However he decided that this would simply
lead them
to greater curiosity. It would be better to bind them to secrecy. Last
night he
had drafted the legal sounding documents. It would probably have little
or no
value in court, but hopefully it would scare the students from
confiding in
anyone else.
Doc had little hope that this student
would be able to help. It was, he was sure, an alien artifact, not an
ancient
object. But it was best to be on the safe side. Besides, he was pretty
much out
of ideas.
Kyle was the last to sign. Once he
had, the Doc pulled a cube of stiff foam from the briefcase. Without
much
ceremony he passed it to Emily.
Emily looked it over and saw that it
consisted of two pieces. She
pulled them
apart and peered down at the black triangle couched within.
Black
hardly seemed an adequate term, she thought. It is so
black.
Over her shoulder she heard Pete
whistle amazement. Doc gave him a stern look and he stepped back.
Emily turned it over to let the object
drop into her hand. Too late the Doc started to protest.
A pain shot through her hand.
Reflexively she pulled her hand back. The artifact crashed to the floor.
"Owww. Oh Shit," she cursed
and dropped to the floor, hoping she hadn't damaged it. She nursed her
hand as
she crawled under the table.
Above her everyone spoke at once: Pete
wanted to know if she was all right, Kyle wanted to know what happened.
Dr. Oliver was worried about the
artifact.
"Has it been damaged?" Dr.
Oliver demanded.
The
black form seemed intact. Tentatively she touched the tip with her
index
finger. Rapidly she pulled her hand back. Cold, her finger felt very
cold.
What the hell was this thing? Surely
it wasn't something from the past.
She felt a hand on her shoulder and turned
to see the Doc offering a thick glove.
"I could have warned you about
that," Doc said startling Kyle. It was the closest thing to an apology
he
had ever heard the Doc offer.
Having donned the glove, she lifted
the enigma and sat back in her chair. She was silent for several
minutes as she
studied the object, turning it this way and that. The bulk of the time
she
spent pushing the broken attachment around.
Finally she looked up at the Doc's
anxious face and said, "I don't think I can help you. This is clearly
not
an ancient artifact. This ring on the bottom is clearly a modern metal.
Seeing
as it isn't rusted, corroded or scratched, I'd say this indicates that
it's
fairly new." She did her best to sound professional.
When the doctor merely nodded, she
added, "The look of the body itself seems to imply some form of modern
manufacturing technology. What is it made out of?"
Doc shook his head. "I have no
idea, that's just one of many questions. Well thank you for your time."
He paused, then added, "Do you
have any ideas as to who might be able to assist me in identifying it?"
Emily turned the question over in her
mind. Having no idea what the object was, made it hard to answer. She
decided
on the smartest person she knew.
"I would ask Mouse ... excuse me
Meredith Main, if nothing else she will have more insightful
observations."
"Do you know her?" Dr.
Oliver asked hopefully.
"Yeah, she lives in my dorm.
She's a friend of mine."
"Could you ask her to assist us?
Telling her as little as possible of course."
Emily had become seriously intrigued
by the curiosity in front of her. She would help, and she said so.
They agreed to meet at his house the
next evening. He gave them directions and shoed them away.
*
* * * *
Nasson College was not actually in
Sanford but in its only village,
Springvale. This village evolved primarily to serve the
College, but in
the distant past this area had channeled the river that fed the mills
around
which Sanford had been born.
It was along the banks of this river
that Pete and Emily strolled while they discussed the evenings' events.
"Personally, I think he stole
it," Pete offered.
"Then why doesn't he know what it
is?" she countered.
"Not sure, but you don't have to
know what something is to lift it."
"I say it's something that the
government boys came up with."
"Doesn't that seem a tad
far-fetched to you?" Pete asked her.
"You didn't touch that thing. It
was so cold," her eyes burned into him. "And, what
the hell is
it made of?"
"Haven't a clue. Weird isn't
it?"
They fell silent for a while.
Eventually Emily asked, "Think
Mouse is in her room?"
"We
can check, but she's probably
out with Hollywood. Hadn't you
better get to bed anyway?"
She looked at him blankly so he added
'This big game I keep hearing about?"
"Shit, I completely forgot."
May 9, 1981
It was abnormally hot and humid for
this early in the season. The strain was visible on Pete's brow as he
struggled
to lug the large heavy suitcase. If he hadn't personally seen her pack
it full
of dirty clothes, he would have sworn Jocie had loaded it with stones.
The slender blond haired Freshman
routinely visited her parents the second weekend of every month.
Sometimes she
was able to wrangle a ride out to Interstate 95 to catch the Friday
night bus
north to Lewiston. Sometimes, like now, she wasn't. Due to the limited
bus
schedule, that meant leaving Saturday morning. On these occasions Pete
would
walk with her and haul her suitcase down from Upper One and across the
Quad to
the southwest corner of the intersection of routes 202 and 109. It was
here, in
front of the solid facade of the Springvale Federal Savings Bank -- the
only
building on the block not part of Nasson -- that the bus would pick
them up.
Pete would ride with her as far as the center of Sanford. There he
would depart
to put in a few hours organizing Police filing records, before walking
back
just in time to serve the Saturday lunch crowd.
Because he had a class then, he was
never there to greet her when she returned on Monday mornings.
*
* * * *
The campus atmosphere changed each
Saturday. There were fewer people. About a third of the students went
home or
went on trips. Also the pace was much more relaxed. Those that remained
weren't
as harried. There were no classes, and all but the most
studious would put off any homework until at
least the next day.
If it was sunny the Quad would be full
of activity with students playing ball or Frisbee. The few students
with pets
would be out as well.
Mouse had stayed over Friday night,
and they had slept away most of the morning. Actually, Hollywood had
slept
late. She had stayed in bed until 8 AM. Until she couldn't take it any
more.
Then she had quietly gotten up and snuck back to her room on the other
wing of
the dorm.
Three hours, a shower and some
studying later, she returned to his room and read for an hour until he
woke up.
If he hadn't remembered that she hadn't brought any books the night
before, she
would have gotten away with it.
That she needed only 3 hours of sleep
each night had always become a problem with her relationships. Being
possessed
of an almost manic energy she found it nearly impossible to be idle.
In that respect Wood was almost
completely her opposite. His ability to enjoy stillness was a skill she
wanted
to develop in this new phase of her life.
Those that knew Mouse and Wood well
thought them to be an odd match. In truth they had much in common. Both
felt
orphaned, Wood actually being so, and Mouse being estranged. When she
had
refused to return to Harvard, defying three generations of tradition,
her
father had vowed never to talk to her again until she returned to her
senses.
Now, almost a year since that decision, she had only talked to her
mother once, and
her father not at all.
Wood and Mouse were both fiercely
independent. They almost always said what they thought and didn't pull
punches.
Most men were intimidated by her combination of brains and drive. It
was Wood's
confidence that was, to her, his
greatest
attraction. He made no effort to change her, and that was totally
unknown to
her. Most men tried to get her to quiet down or "be reasonable." Wood
seemed comfortable, even proud, when she was outspoken in public. When
they
fought, they fought furiously, but the conflict was always resolved and
no hurt
feelings lingered.
Meredith Margaret Main was known as
Mouse in much the same way that an exceedingly large man might be
called Tiny.
During her first year at Harvard a boyfriend had given her the nickname
on
their first date. At first, Meredith hated the moniker. She correctly
saw it as
his attempt to chide her for her outgoing and outspoken manner. However
the
more she protested the harder the new name stuck. By the middle of her
second
year even her closest friends called her Mouse. She had come to think
of it as
a challenge, and in time began to appreciate the irony. By the time she
transferred to Nasson, she no longer thought of herself as Meredith.
She told
everyone to call her Mouse.
Early this afternoon, following a
brief argument because she wasn't in his arms when he woke up, she had
asked
him for advice on relaxing. Wood had found challenging her to be more
effective
a training tactic than reason or instruction. He began by betting her
that she couldn't
sit still for 15 minutes.
With one leg propped up Hollywood
leaned against the wall and gazed across the floor at her. The results
of this
exercise were becoming comical. She sat cross-legged on the cheap
carpeted
floor, a restrained ball of energy. He could tell she was rising to
this
challenge as she had all those before. She sat there vibrating
slightly,
working very hard at relaxing. He couldn't help
smirking slightly.
Doing nothing came very easily to
James "Hollywood" O'Reilly. James had never had to work hard at
anything in his life.
He was born just outside of
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania in the rustic suburbs of Pleasant Hills. When
he was
three, his mother had taken a few too many Valiums, passed out and
drowned in
the bath tub. In the stoic manner of Pittsburgh's upper-middle class
William,
his father, raised James and his two younger twin daughters with a
quiet and
distant hand. He deferred most of the decisions of his son's upbringing
to
various nannies and au pairs. Even after he remarried eight years
later, the
nanny remained more James true mother than William's new young wife.
William watched with distaste and
helplessness as James seemed to spurn his Irish work ethic and instead
turned
his attention toward dreams of becoming a rich and famous actor. The
proud man
could have more easily accepted his young son's decision to reject the
family's
lucrative steel processing business if the lad had seemed more willing
to set
goals and work toward reaching his objectives. But it seemed to him
that James
was content to dream about becoming a star without any actual desire to
attempt
to become one. It was just the lure of easy money and fame that
attracted him.
True, he did take part in the various plays and functions put on by the
Pleasant Hills High School, but it didn't seem to William that his son
put much
effort into these performances.
When James was fifteen he was well on
his way to achieving the six foot two inch frame he would acquire in a
few
years, and was already possessed with handsome rugged features and his
father's
shocking red hair.
That summer his father forced him to
work as an administrative assistant at the steel yards.
To say James was unhappy would have been a
gross understatement. To say he was vocal about it would have been a
larger
one.
By the end of the summer not only were
profits and morale way down, but the boy had gotten one of the young
secretaries pregnant. When the young woman confronted Mr. O'Reilly, he
correctly surmised that she had attempted to get pregnant by the boss's
son to
force her way into the O'Reilly family. However, when alone with the
man, and
facing his stern visage she opted to accept his cash offer to vanish.
James never learned of the pregnancy.
The 47 year old man prided himself as
a person who learned from his mistakes, especially painful and costly
ones. He
never again tried to lead his son into a life of steel. He'd have to
wait and
see whom his daughters married. Perhaps one of them could be groomed to
become
the heir to the family business.
Almost a year later he was diagnosed
with testicular cancer. The doctors gave him less than six months, but
he held
out for a full two years. During that span he took one last attempt at
redirecting his son's future.
He sold his business and, taking his
hefty life insurance policy into account, constructed trust funds for
his wife
and three children. To his son's trust fund he attached a rider. James
would
receive a small but adequate sum per year. However, he would receive
half of
the annual interest on the trust fund each year (a much more sizable
and
growing amount) when, and if, he received a college degree. Should he
obtain a
Master’s degree control of the trust would be turned over to him.
His father died two days before James
eighteenth birthday.
Having no interest in scholastics,
James was both listless and aimless about planning his collegiate
career. His
grades were not high enough to get him into a decent college. Not that
that
interested him. Doubts about his talent prevented him from applying to
a
performing arts school. It wasn't until a few months later while
perusing a
friend's old issue of Playboy magazine that the idea of college began
to become
interesting. There, toward the back, in an article on statistics, it
was
mentioned: Nasson College, Party School of the Year: 1973.
His future
was beginning to take shape.
During the following few months, he
determined two important facts. One, a year at Nasson costs less than a
third
of his yearly stipend. And two, virtually anyone that paid that amount
would be
accepted. So, in the Spring Semester of 1980 James found himself
enrolled.
Although he could have easily afforded to live off-campus, his
impression of
college life was shaped wholly by the movie Animal House. The Fraternal
hi-jinx
portrayed therein appealed to him and he wanted to experience it fully.
Since
Nasson College had no Fraternities he chose the next best thing, dorm
life.
Not long after his arrival, his
enthusiastic anecdotes of his high school acting career, his outspoken
dreams
of tinsel town and his flamboyant style, earned him the nickname
Hollywood. It
was a practice he heartily encouraged.
Mouse found the appellation too
cumbersome for casual conversation and shortened it to Wood. A few days
of
bickering had ensued until she joked, "Just think, girls who don't know
your full nickname might think I call you that for
another reason."
His smile came slowly. She had won
that round.
Meredith grew up, an only child, in
one of the wealthiest areas of Newport Beach, Rhode Island. She knew
this
because her family invariably managed to remind her of this fact. They
were
very well off. She lived extremely comfortably and her father worked
very hard
to keep things that way. For her end of the bargain, all she had to do
was be
perfect ... and become a world famous medical doctor like her dad.
For twenty years she had never
questioned it. It was simply her destiny. She graduated first in her
class
from, as her mother put it, 'the best private school in New England.'
She was
accepted at Harvard even without her father's influence, and achieved a
3.94
average her first year there. Only
one
A- grade in Psychology fouling an otherwise flawless performance.
Then in the middle of her second year
an adviser asked her why she wanted to be a doctor. It was a question
she had
been asked many times before and she launched into her stock reply
about how
her father and his father, and even his father, had
all been important
doctors.
The adviser sat silent for a moment,
looked deep into her eyes and then said "Well that tells me why your
family wants you to be a doctor. Now tell me Miss Main ... Why do you
want to be a doctor?"
She had no answer for him then. As
time went on the question continued to echo through her mind.
The next year found her at Nasson as
she struggled to figure out what she truly wanted to become.
Now she sat on the floor and tried not
to move, not to think. She was failing fast and knew she wasn't going
to make
it. She was less than a third of the way through when there came a soft
knocking on the room's single door.
"Saved by the bell," she
yelled bounding to her feet.
*
* * * *
By design Emily met up with Pete just
as he was finishing up his shift.
She
stared at Pete as he put on his shiny blue suit coat, and asked, "How
can
you stand to wear something that hot on a day like this?"
"I never sweat," he said
simply and honestly. She had to admit he looked great.
She herself, was dressed in a very
light pleasant yellow sun dress. She looked at her pale arms, bare from
the
shoulders, and longed for the deep rich tan they would have in few
months.
Pete was in a taciturn reflective
mood. He sometimes got that way lately when Jocie was away. He got
straight
down to business with hardly any chitchat.
"Did you talk to Mouse?"
"Nope, she was already out when I
checked on her this morning. And she wasn't at breakfast or lunch."
"Did you check Hollywood's?"
"Right, I'm going to go barging
over to his place early Saturday morning."
"Good point," Pete conceded.
On weekends Wood never appeared before noon, and rarely before dinner.
"Well, he's probably up by now,
if not out. How long before you head over to the field?" he asked.
"I've got about an hour."
She looked wistfully in the direction of the far off soccer field. They
began
walking the length of Marland Hall toward Upper campus.
"This thing has really gotten
under your skin. Hasn't it?"
"Soccer?"
"No, the pyramid."
"Tetrahedron."
"What?"
"It's a tetrahedron. It's got
four sides, including the base. Pyramids have five."
"So what?," he asked
flippantly.
She walked on silently.
"We really should name it,"
he offered as they turned at the first bend in the road to Upper
campus.
Nasson was divided into three areas:
the Quad, Middle campus which consisted of Fulsome House and
Prior-Hussey, and
Upper campus. Fulsome was a small women only dorm. Prior-Hussey was
really two
dorms, one for each gender that was joined by a central lobby and
lounge area.
Upper campus also contained two dorms, Upper One and Hanscom Hall.
Until
recently Hanscom had been called Upper Two. These two dorms were
largely
inhabited with Freshman. Middle and Upper campus were on the same road
that
began at the Quad and ended its half mile journey at Upper Campus.
"How about Skippy?" she
joked.
He laughed, but went on seriously,
"We can't keep calling it 'it', or 'the Doc's secret.'"
There was a quiet period, while they
tried to think of what to call the enigma. They rounded the corner
after
Fulsome, and Prior-Hussey came into view.
"Doc Oliver must be calling it
something.”
“Yeah,
but we’d have to sign too many forms to find out
what it is,” Emily snorted slapping his back.
They
laughed as they climbed the three steps to the wooden
walkway, which lead into the lobby of Prior-Hussey. The stairwell on
the Hussey
side went up and down a half floor allowing access to both of the
dorm's
levels. They descended and stopped at the first door on the right.
Pete knocked softly on the door. A
second later the door opened.
*
* * * *
Olivia didn't like it when her husband
was unpredictable. Usually, on a sunny Saturday like this, she could
count on
his pilgrimage to New Hampshire. It didn't matter to her that he hadn't
bothered
to include her in his plans, nor that he had been acting strangely and
secretive all week. She had, however been looking forward to having the
house
to herself.
Shortly after her father's death, back
when they were still at Keene, just before her husband's scandal, she
had
started to develop opinions and stand up for herself. From the moment
she had
started to become a complete person, Walter had begun drifting away
from her.
Now whatever love there had been was gone. However she liked her roll
as a
teacher's wife, and was afraid to start over this late in her life.
She suspected that he might be
starting on another teenage infidelity. As long as he didn't get caught
again
she could live with that.
She was startled when the doorbell
rang. She had few guests and Walter rarely had any. Nobody ever dropped
by
uninvited. Upon opening the door she was even more surprised. On the
step was a
very attractive, very determined looking young women. She had straight
blond
hair and piercing green eyes. She seemed an inch or two taller than the
older
lady, perhaps 5 foot 4. Olivia noted that she was dressed in very baggy
unflattering clothes. Much too covered up for a hot day like this.
Walter's doing quite well for himself,
she thought. This girl didn't seem like the vacant chippies he was
usually
attracted to. Mrs. Oliver wondered what the young thing was getting out
of
this?
It was strange, and unsettling, that
he'd invite one to the house, though. Except for one year when Walter
had hired
a student to keep their lawn neat, no student had ever come to the
house
before. Maybe she was wrong, she considered. Or maybe he no longer
cared at all
and was flaunting his newest conquest. Maybe he was ready to move on. A
chill
ran through her, but not as deeply as she would have thought. Maybe she
was
ready too.
Mouse stood there for a few moments,
and finally broke the silence.
"Hello. Are you Mrs.
Oliver?" She'd never had the slightest inkling that the Doc was married.
Olivia nodded slightly.
"My name is Meredith. Is your
husband around? He asked me to meet him here."
I'll bet he did, she thought. Still,
this girl seemed very confident. Walter tended to choose weak, mousy
girls.
Like me when I married him, she added bitterly. Still this woman
appeared to
have much to recommend her. Maybe her physique overcame his timidity.
"Yes, he is," she replied. A
big friendly smile bloomed falsely, yet convincingly, on her face.
"Won't you come in? We don't get
many visitors around here. Would you like some ice tea or lemonade?"
Mouse's plan had been to get in and
out quickly. Pete and Emily had given her maddeningly little
information. Just
enough to firmly engage her curiosity. Also Pete was damn hard to say
'no' to
when he was really trying. Her help wasn't too hard to enlist, the only
snag
was that Emily had her game to play, and Pete and Jocie were going to
watch.
There was no way she was going into Dr. Oliver's house alone.
The problem was remedied when Wood
agreed to accompany her. Unfortunately, not long after, he purchased a
hot dog
from the Stop'N'Go across the street from the campus, and it hadn't
agreed with
him. It didn't seem too serious, but with his constant trips to the
bathroom he
wasn't going anywhere. In an attempt to get out of her promise she had
offered to
stay with him. She had known it wouldn't work. Like her, Wood preferred
to be
alone when ill.
So now she found herself in the Doc's
home without a chaperone. At least his wife was there. She had never
pictured
him as married. If she had it would not have been to the pleasant
normal women
she saw in front of her.
"I'd like that, yes. Iced tea
sounds lovely… if it isn't a bother."
"No trouble at all. Just have a
seat," she gestured languidly toward the plush cranberry red divan."
"I'll be right back." Mrs.
Oliver disappeared through the swinging half doors that led, she
assumed, to
the kitchen.
Mouse walked around the room, looking
at the large brick fireplace with the ornate carved wood mantle. She
liked the
little knickknacks that adorned it.
Gingerly,
she picked one up one to admire the exquisite
work. It was a silver unicorn about a foot tall reared up on it’s hind
legs.
She marveled at how lifelike it seemed. Especially the fierceness in
it’s eyes.
Returning
the statue, Mouse continued taking in the view.
She noticed the style with which the drapes, wallpaper and carpet all
complemented each other perfectly. Someone here had great taste, she
thought.
She was reasonably certain it wasn't the Doctor. While he always
dressed neatly,
it was always in a colorless conservative way. He definitely did not
possess
the flair this room implied.
She did find it a little odd that
there were no photographs on the mantle, shelves or walls.
Distantly she heard Mrs. Oliver yell
to her husband that she, Meredith, was here.
Olivia returned carrying a silver tray
with a glass pitcher and two tall glasses, already filled. Mouse noted
favorably that the pitcher and glasses all had matching carvings of a
quaint
coastal scene. The detail and the craftsmanship were really quite
exquisite.
"So, what are you and Walter up
to?" she asked trying to sound like she was just making conversation.
"You mean he hasn't told
you?" she asked startled. Emily had mentioned that there was a lot of
secrecy involved, but this seemed ludicrous.
Suddenly, the Doc burst into the room.
"Come this way young lady. Everything is in my study."
"But darling," his wife said
getting his attention, "we've just sat down with some refreshments."
Darling, he thought? She often called
him that, but usually with a sarcastic or hollow tone to her voice. Why
was she
acting so nice? And why was she involving herself in his affairs? This
morning
she had practically succeeded in driving him from the house.
He pushed the thoughts from his head.
Best to get back into known waters. "She can bring the glass with
her," he snapped.
"Come Miss," he said, turned
and strode out without looking back.
Mouse stood up, gave Mrs. Oliver a
sheepish apologetic look and thanked her for the tea. Then she went to
catch up
with the doctor.
Three walls of Walter's study were
covered with book shelves containing a wide variety of research
materials, text
books and classics. Along the length of the final wall ran a counter
that was
covered with rocks -- some polished, some not -- and rock related tools
and
machinery. Affixed to the wall behind the counter were several framed
cases in
which various rocks were mounted. Each case had a plaque below and two
lights
above. In the center of the room were two desks. Each had obviously
been
designed to be set against a wall, but arranged back to back like they
were,
they appeared not only functional but was also very pleasing to the
eye. Mouse
could not see the surface of the desk facing away from her, but the
closest
contained only a square of light green packing foam. The kind plastic
flowers
are stuck in, she thought.
She looked at the Doc, waiting for her
cue.
"This is it," he said
gesturing at the foam.
She turned to face him.
"Actually, no one has told me what this is all about. I was told you
would
fill me in." As she heard herself speak the words she inwardly cringed
at
the possible double entondra.
This caused her to misinterpret the
smile that crept onto the Doc's face for a second. He was actually
priding
himself that his disclosure forms were working perfectly. Then he
realized he
had almost forgotten to have her sign one.
"First things first," he
covered. "I'll need you to sign this form."
Her friends had prepared her for this,
but she spent several minutes looking the document over. One strong
lesson she
had carried away from Harvard was to never sign anything until
you had
read and understood it. Even to her untrained eye it was clear to her
that no
lawyer had prepared this document. It would be worthless in a court of
law. Had
it had more merit there were a few clauses she would have required that
he
change. Eventually, she signed it.
He was silent until she handed the
paper to him.
"I don't want to give you any
preconceived notions. I would prefer to get your unbiased opinion on
the object
within. I will tell you that it is quite cold to the touch. You'd
better use a
glove while handling it."
He reached past her and pulled a glove
from the left hand drawer of the desk.
Mouse was puzzled, but without remark
she settled into the heavy oaken chair and put the glove on her right
hand. Of
course, he assumes I'm right handed, she bridled slightly. She wasn't.
Carefully she separated the two foam
halves. Let's see what all the fuss is about, she thought. She was not
prepared
for what she saw. Although she conceded there were probably plenty of
things in
the world she had never seen, nothing she had seen
had hinted that
something like this existed. It was unnaturally black and very
unnaturally
uniform. Unearthly uniform. Everything she had ever seen had slight
imperfections. Even the smoothest sheet of metal, or the cleanest
mirror, had
little variations in its surface. And always had some smudges or little
bits of
dust, she added. This object was perfectly black and completely clean.
Grasping it firmly -- it wasn't
slippery like she had assumed from its appearance -- she pulled it
free. Drawn
to its only feature, she looked over the ring at length. At least that
appears
to be some type of normal metal, silver perhaps, she mused.
She jumped when the jagged edged ring
moved as she touched it. After gently pushing it around the base with
her index
finger she took a firm hold of it and gave it a solid tug. Shocked that
it
didn't come loose, she pulled harder. Nothing.
She turned the chair around and
inquired, "Do you have anything made of steel?"
"It's not magnetic. It doesn't
effect a compass at all."
She stood up and said in a voice that
would brook no argument, "I want all your written observations on this
object and I want to take it to the Therm. Lab." She sounded much more
like his equal than a student.
Walter himself had wanted to use the
Thermodynamics Laboratory to run tests on it. Housed on the top floor
of the
Science Building it was the college's newest and most advanced lab. It
was not
exactly state of the art or even close to the functionality of labs at
a large
school like the University of New Hampshire, but it was surprisingly
well
equipped for a school of this caliber.
While it was used by a wide variety of
students, from Physics to Chemistry to Electrical Engineering, he had
no
legitimate access to it. He as much as told her so.
"Well you're in luck, I not only
have access, I have a key," she smiled pulling the small silver-plated
key
from her breast pocket.
Had he thought it through he would
have guessed that she might have had a key. For while the Labs were
kept
locked, when not in use, to prevent the potential pilfering of the
expensive
equipment contained inside, certain gifted students working on
Independent
Study were granted keys so that they could conduct their experiments
anytime
that they had free time during the hours the building was open.
"I assume you have a key to the
front door," she said, unintentionally snubbing him.
"Yes, of course," he barked.
"Then let's take advantage of
tomorrow being Sunday. Is 9 AM convenient for you?"
"No, I'll be in church. Let's
make it noon."
Walter had not attended church in
forty years, but he didn't much care for the way she had just taken
over, and
he was determined to take control even if it was in a small petty way.
"Okay, I'll meet you at noon.
You'll bring the notes?"
"I'll type up what I've
got," he said reluctantly. He was simultaneously upset, worried and
excited by her confidence and enthusiasm.
"All right, well thank you and
I'll see you tomorrow. I can show myself out."
The doctor, of course, didn't think to
thank her.
On the way out she returned the glass
to Mrs. Oliver, thanked her, and left. As she walked across his front
lawn,
Mouse wondered if the old man had any clue what he had.
*
* * * *
Emily was pissed. She told herself it
shouldn't matter. She had played her best, but they'd had a few tough
breaks.
And, the other team was damn good, she admitted reluctantly.
The game had gone badly almost from
the start. Their best goalie had landed wrong after an amazing save and
had
twisted her ankle. Her replacement had been out too late the night
before and
was sluggish.
Emily herself had scored three times,
but the final score was seven to five.
"Christ, I've seen lower football
scores," she cursed out loud, though she was alone.
Well, what's done is done. It
had been a hell of a year anyway. Nobody had
expected them to come this
far. Nasson had never ranked nearly this high before. Maybe next year.
Her last
chance.
She kicked the ground a bit as she
walked toward Dr. Oliver's house. It was only a few minutes after
eight.
Perhaps they were still there. Maybe puzzling over the enigma would
take her
mind off the game.
As she approached the turn to his
house, she spotted Mouse walking away from her toward the road that
would lead
to their dorm. As she sprinted to catch up to her, she wondered why
Mouse,
usually a fairly stylish dresser, had chosen to wear such a plain
frumpy
pantsuit.
"Hey, wait up," she called
out when she was a few feet away. "Did
you see him?"
"I just came from there."
"And?"
"I'm not sure. I'm going to run
some tests tomorrow," Mouse responded, though she was so rapt in her
thoughts she was only dimly aware of the conversation.
"You have no comments at
all?"
"I prefer to withhold judgment to
until I have more facts."
This was not the first time Emily had
run afoul of what she privately thought of as Mouse's 'lawyer mode'.
She knew
it was pointless to try and prod more details out of her.
They walked in silence until they
reached the dorm. At the stairwell, as Mouse headed up and she down,
Emily
spoke.
"Is it okay if I come
tomorrow?"
"You're as much a part of this as
I am. If the Doc has no problem I don't mind. Meet us at the Science
Building
at noon. I could use a little moral support, and someone to keep Wally
occupied."
"Wally?"
"The Doc's first name is Walter.
He's got a wife too."
"Hmmm," was Emily's only
comment before they said their good nights. Even though it was not even
nine,
she went straight to bed, and after tossing and turning a bit fell into
a
troubled sleep.
Mouse had promised Wood that she would
leave him be until morning. She briefly considered disregarding this
and
checking in on him. Instead she went to her room and began making
notes. And
plans.
May 10, 1981
Mouse, still dressed in yesterday's
clothes, continued to revise her ideas on paper. She had not slept at
all but
that only slightly diminished her frantic energy. During the night she
had
devised several comprehensive tests that should be performed. She then
divided
these into three categories: impracticable, difficult and basic. The
first pile
contained tests that required equipment she had no hope of obtaining,
such as
an electron microscope. The difficult tests required materials she
might be
able to gain use of with some effort, like a clinical x-ray machine. It
also
contained notes on avenues of thought that she would need to further
research
in order to know what was involved: such as carbon dating. The basic
stack she
should be able to perform with items in the lab.
On one of three clipboards, she had
compiled a list of items she hoped to obtain before noon.
A little after seven she was roused
from her musings, by a soft but
rapid
tapping on her dorm room door. Normally she would have yelled out for
the
visitor to come on in. But mindful of making too much noise at this
early hour,
she stood and opened the door.
She was startled to see Wood standing
there.
"Strange, I thought it was
Sunday," she said before he could say anything.
"It is," he replied
hesitantly, a crease taking form in the center of his forehead.
"Then you sir, are an impostor. My
man would never be up before noon on Sunday." She was teasing him but
there was also an element of pride in the words she spoke. Some, like
Emily,
could not understand how someone so driven could be so approving of the
aimless
lifestyle Wood led. Mouse seemed to find disdain with signs of sloth in
other
people. The fact though was that Mouse found most peoples laziness to
be
motivated either by fear -- they simply avoided life -- or lack of
energy or
enthusiasm. The first she found disappointing and the later was simply
too
foreign for her to understand at all. Wood was different. When he
didn't want
to do anything he simply felt no urge to do so. She could respect that.
It was
a feat she had not been able to master, yet.
"I've been asleep for like 12
hours. And I knew you'd be awake."
He followed her into the room and
leaned his rear against her desk. Poorly fastened to the wall, it
shifted
slightly under his weight.
"Actually I haven't slept at
all," she paused and looked at him closely. "Are you feeling
better?"
"Much."
"Are you hungry?"
"Nope, my appetite hasn't quite
returned yet." It was his turn to pause and look at her.
"What is this your
wearing?"
"This? This is my patented Doc
Oliver leer protection suit," she laughed.
"Did it work?" His voice
took on a protective tone.
"Like a charm. I think he thought
I was a boy."
"I hardly think that's
possible," he said pulling her to him and running his hand over her
left
breast.
She pulled back gently.
"Hey buster, don't get me
started. I've still got a lot of preparations to make."
His hand moved to caress her neck.
"Well, if I helped would that
free up 10 minutes?", he said in a voice part Groucho Marx part dirty
old
man.
"Ten minutes? Oh baby, you make
it sound so inviting," she mocked him. "If you
promise to run
an errand in town I think that should give us an hour."
As Hollywood kept an automobile -- a
blue '79 Barracuda -- on campus, this was not a big deal, but right
then he
would have agreed even if he had had to crawl.
He raised his free hand over his
heart, "Oh, I promise."
As he nibbled on her neck, she
remarked, "I thought you weren't hungry?"
"Ravenous," he replied.
She started to say something else, but
he sealed her mouth with his own.
* * * * *
By eleven Emily returned from the task
Mouse had sent her on. She had successfully obtained a sheet of
photographic
paper and had safely enclosed it in one of the doubled ended plastics
sleeves
photographers use to transfer negatives without exposing them to light.
At quarter of twelve, just as she was
writing Wood a note telling him where to meet them, he arrived.
He handed Mouse an inexpensive looking
wristwatch. Emily noticed it had glow-in-the-dark hands.
"I hope that's what you wanted. I
had a bitch of a time finding it. I tried Ames, the hardware store, all
the
convenience stores, even Shaws. I finally found one in the head shop."
"It's perfect." She leaned
over and kissed him on the cheek.
Looking at the watch she noted the
time. "We're going to be late. Can you give us a lift?"
She gathered up her papers and left a
note on the door for Pete. Then they hurried down to the car.
* * * * *
Kyle was just about ready to give up
when he spotted the group. He had found himself cut out of the loop and
was
determined to get back in. Unfortunately the only person he felt he
could
approach, Pete, was maddeningly impossible to track down.
He had deduced that they would have to
get together with the Doctor on Sunday, when they would all be free. He
didn't
feel comfortable staking out the girls dorm, and Pete wasn't home, so
he had
picked a spot on the Quad where he could keep an eye on both the
Science
Building and the most likely route to Doc's house.
After four long hot hours it had
finally paid off. He'd almost missed them too. He hadn't expected them
to
arrive from the direction of the parking lot.
Kyle ran to catch them but slowed when
he saw the group sit down on the front steps. He tensed when he saw
Pete wasn't
with them. He joined them without a word, and when no one complained he
relaxed. There
was no sign of the Doc.
*
* * * *
Walter looked over at the simple white
wall clock and cursed. He was already running late. It had taken him
much
longer to rewrite his notes than he had allotted to the task. He had
checked
for, and removed, any speculations about the possibly alien origins of
the
artifact. He had also rewritten his earlier observations to seem more
insightful.
He gathered up the papers and shoved
them in his briefcase. If he hurried he'd only be a few minutes late.
It was
important to him to appear professional to Miss Main. It was vital to
maintain
control of the project. To be perceived as the chief researcher. That
they remain
his assistants.
*
* * * *
From the
second Mouse unlocked the lab door she became focused and in control.
She went
directly to work and barked out orders in short exact sentences.
"Dr.
Oliver, please uncover the Artifact. I want to check the calibration on
the
equipment."
Walter's
objection to her tone fell silent as he noted the device she selected
from an
overhead cabinet. The blood drained from his face as he considered the
implications of the Geigercounter.
"She
thinks it might be radioactive! I knew it was alien and it never even
crossed
my mind that it might be dangerous. It could be spewing out X-rays,
Gamma rays
or God knows what. And I've been handling it for a
week," Doc
screamed internally. As his thoughts spun round and round he withdrew
from the
events unfolding around him.
*
* * * *
Mouse's biggest concern was keeping
everyone busy while she performed the tests. It was quite natural for
the group
to be curious and there was no valid reason to keep them away. Still
she would
have preferred to work in a less chaotic environment.
The Doc had drifted into some sort of
quiet revelry and Kyle seemed willing to rest, head down on the desk,
until the
work was finished. But Emily and Wood were active, joking and milling
about
aimlessly.
She decided to switch the order of her
opening tests. She put the Geiger counter down on the hard slate
countertop and
walked over to the Artifact, which was now uncovered but still in it's
travel
case. Next to it she placed the developers sleeve Emily had obtained
earlier.
Next she grabbed one of the labs timers and set it for twenty minutes.
That
done, she closed the lid on the case.
Cut off visually from the object of
interest, Emily and Wood drifted away toward a corner.
Mouse made a few notes and returned to
the Geiger Counter. She made notations on the levels of background
radiation
present. Then noted the level that registered from the radium used in
the
glow-in-the-dark watch hands.
When the timer rang she removed the
black developers sleeve.
"All right Emily, would you be so
kind as to go get this developed. Just the first few pictures should be
enough."
They had discussed this earlier. Emily
understood that the pictures would most likely be blank. She took the
accordion-like
device in both hands and turned to leave.
"And Wood darling, why don't you
watch the front door so she can get back in?"
Wood looked at her with an expression
of thankfulness and relief and trotted out the door without a word.
*
* * * *
Mouse
stopped writing, looked up and folded her arms across her chest. "Okay,
it
doesn't appear to be dangerous. At least it isn't radioactive. In fact…"
Kyle's head
snapped up from the desktop he had been resting it on. "Was that a
possibility? It's just an old piece of art. Right?" he asked his eyes
wide.
"Hasn't
he looked at it?", she thought.
"Look
at it…" she started in, but saw Doc shaking his head 'no' and moving
his
hand slowly across his throat in a cutting motion.
"He
does know what he has," she realized and started over.
"Several
Indian societies used uranium in their pottery," she improvised with
the
barest of pauses.
"Jesus,
I wish someone had warned me," Kyle remarked in a sulking voice that
set
her teeth on edge.
"Well,
as she said it's safe, and you weren't near it much anyway," Doc
snapped.
Mouse
ignored him and turned her attention back to task at hand. It was going
to be a
long day.
It was just
shy of midnight when Mouse began to neaten up the lab in preparation to
leave.
She was alone. One by one everybody had left during the day, the Doc
being the
last to go. Around ten he had considered making her leave then
grudgingly
changed his mind and simply went home. The building's front door would
lock itself
when she left.
Suddenly
she realized the Doc had not instructed her on where to store the
Artifact.
Most likely he had originally planned on taking it with him. "And being
tired he hadn't thought it through when he left," she thought. Her
estimation of the man dropped another notch.
After
placing the Artifact securely back in it's foam, she used four lengths
of duct
tape to secure the foam halves together. She placed the package in the
back of
the dustiest, and therefore hopefully the most unused, shelf in the
cabinets.
She wrote a note to Walter and after going downstairs and slipping it
under his
office door, she left.
During the
walk she organized her thoughts. It had been a challenging, fascinating
and
frustrating day. She felt sleepy, having not had a wink of sleep in two
full
days. However she wanted to write up the day's experiences before she
went to
bed, lest some subtle observations she failed to note down be lost.
The enigma
had some very perplexing and seemingly contradictory properties. After
she had
determined that the object appeared not to be putting out any
radioactive
particles - if fact it seemed to block some -, she tested Dr. Oliver's
statement that the tetrahedron displayed no magnetic effects. She had
held a
compass about a foot from the object and slowly brought it closer until
it was
touching. The needle hadn't moved. She was about to conclude he was
correct
when she happened to notice that the compass needle was no longer
pointing
North. She shook the compass several times, and each time the needle
stayed
where it landed.
She could
think of only one possibility. But how to test it? A brief search
through the
lab turned up a small plastic container of iron filings and a magnet.
Mouse
placed a sheet of cardboard over the magnet and then poured the metal
bits on
top. The filings stood up and arranged themselves along the field lines
of the
magnet. Slowly she brought the Artifact closer until it was in contact
with the
magnet. The instant they touched the filings fell over. They did not
stand up
when the Artifact was removed. She was right, somehow it neutralized
magnetic
potential.
Mouse was
eager to know if it could nullify other forms of energy as well. By
sheer
willpower she pushed these thoughts from her mind. She would stick to
the
planned experiments first and then devise new tests later. After a few
hours
she had confirmed the rest of the notes the Doc had given her. Everyone
else
had left by the time the sun had set, and she was alone with the Doc.
However
she was too absorbed to dwell on this and he did nothing to make her
more
aware.
Then what
should have been an easy experiment ended up taking the remainder of
the day.
All she'd
wanted was to take the thing's temperature, she groused to herself as
she
reached her dorm steps. It seemed simple enough at the time. But
several hours
later she still hadn't managed it. She did however have a lot of
interesting
notes.
When using
a standard mercury thermometer no change was apparent. The batteries in
Doc's
homemade electronic thermometer died when it was touched to the
Artifact.
Placing it in a flask of water lowered the water's temperature by three
degrees
over two hours. Yet strangely, despite only that small change, a very
thin
layer of ice had formed on the sleek black surface.
She had
placed the object in the flame of a Bunsen burner, starting off with
just the
very tip, but eventually plunging the whole base into the fire.
Immediately
after removing it she pressed her finger to the base. Stone cold.
More than
ever, she wanted to x-ray the Artifact. Also she needed to think of a
way to
expose it to more energy.
May 11,
1981
As usual
walking down the dimly lit dorm hallway was a chaotic musical
experience. With
every few feet you changed from one zone of blasting sound to another.
Kate had
walked from Pink Floyd's Dark Side of the Moon, through the B-52's Rock
Lobster, and on to a song she didn't recognize, but which sounded like
The
Motels.
As she
passed an open door, a soccer player she knew as Denny, leered out at
her and
silently beckoned to her, offering up the joint he was smoking. She
regretted
not changing from the short blue sun dress she was wearing. Ignoring
the overly
thin, wasted student, she hurried the few doors to Alex's room.
Listening
she heard snatches of Tom Lehrer's Masochism Tango, being played within
at far
subtler levels than the other rooms.
She glanced
back to see that Denny had taken up position at his door, and was
staring with
such concentration at her ass, that it didn't seem to register with him
that
she was now looking at him.
Forcefully
she pounded on the door. Abruptly the music, if you could call it that,
died
and she heard rustling. As Alex opened the door, Kate pushed passed him
brusquely.
"I
really hate coming here!" she yelled as he closed the door.
"I
love you too."
She paused.
"I'm
sorry," she said slowly then added, "I love you too."
She stared
into his eyes for a few moments then continued, "But I'm serious, some
of
the guys in this dorm give me the creeps."
Kate had
been in some scary situations in her life, and Alex knew to listen
closely but
also to keep the conversation light. It was a thin line to walk and he
wasn't
proficient at it yet.
"Have
you been flirting again?" Alex chided and knew as the words left his
mouth
he'd taken the wrong tact.
She punched
him, none too softly, on the shoulder. "Damn it, listen to me. I don't
feel safe coming here alone."
"Okay,
okay. Which ones are giving you trouble," he asked just buying time.
"What
difference does that make?" She didn't like the tone of her voice and
was
now making an effort to calm down.
Alex almost
made a joke again, but he was listening carefully now.
"You know it's only for two more months now. This
summer we'll be married and we'll get an apartment for our Senior
year."
He paused thinking the conversation through, "Do you have an idea?"
"No, I
just get so frustrated at those guys hitting on me," she sighed, her
body
beginning to relax.
"Tell
me which ones, I'll beat them up," he said in a Dudley Dooright,
superhero
voice. He placed his hands to his hips, elbows thrust out.
Kate broke
out laughing, the image of her scrawny bookwormish love, locked in
battle with
these brainless louts.... It was a ridiculous picture.
She gave
him a tender kiss and sank down into the green bean bag chair. Her
conversation
however, had made Alex start wondering what he would do if something
ever
happened to her.
"Maybe
I could spend more time at your dorm?" he offered.
Having
already moved past this conversation, Kate was momentarily confused.
She took a
long pause before speaking. "You know Fulsome is very strict."
It was
true. There were only two all girl dorms on campus. Prior-Hussey was
split into
two wings of two floors each. One wing housed only women, the other
men. A
lobby, with a TV and several couches, separated the two, but it was a
loose
dorm and no one really cared who came and went. Fulsome however, the
college's
smallest official dorm, housed only twenty women. It had a very strict
RA, the
resident assistant, and men were only allowed in until 7PM.
"Then
I'll just have to meet you after your 3:30 French History class."
Similar
plans had been attempted in the past but Alex had a habit of being
distracted
by his studies, or his thoughts, and simply loosing track of hours, or
on a few
occasions, days.
"Like
you'll remember," Kate chided. She paused and then added in a softer
voice, "But I'd appreciate it if you'd try.
They talked
for an hour, alternatively venting and sharing the amusing incidents
that
occurred since breakfast.
Alex now
sat on his bed with his back propped up against the wall. Kate's head
lay in
his lap and she stared up at him as she talked. His fingers stroked her
neck
and gently toyed with her hair.
"By
the way," she started, suddenly
sitting up, "Pete wanted me to ask you if you still had
access to
U.N.H.'s (she pronounced it “you knees”) laser?"
Slightly
taken back Alex asked why.
"I'm
not sure. I got the impression he wanted you to steal it."
Alex
Christopher was sure that she meant Pete wanted him to borrow it, with
permission if possible, without if necessary.
Nasson
College had no Computer Science department. His freshman year Alex
discovered
that computers might be his true calling. By the end of that year Alex
also
discovered the love of his life, Kate. Unwilling to risk transferring
to
another school, even one that was only 80 miles away, Alex had explored
his
options.
Nasson did
offer Independent Study courses. With the help of the schools only
computer
literate teacher, Alex designed a class where by he would go to U.N.H.
twice a
week and use their computer system. The University of New Hampshire had
a large
mini-computer, a PDP-11, that ran systems all over their campus. It
even ran a
few terminals at most of the colleges in the region.
In a dusty
room at Nasson, Alex had found one such terminal. After cleaning it and
performing a few simple repairs he had begun to discover and explore
his love
of computers.
Alex might
have been able to do his course from the terminal at Nasson, but it was
slow,
and he convinced Professor Martin that he needed access to the
materials and
students of U.N.H.
Of course
Alex - being Alex - occasionally got side tracked. On one of his
explorations
he found a rolling cart in a storage room near the computer room. The
cart had
housed a portable laser. Awhile ago he had mentioned the unit to Mouse,
as an
example of how nonexistent the security was at the university. Mouse
naturally
had told Pete.
But what
would Pete want with a laser?
"Guess,
I should go talk to him. Any idea where he is?"
"Probably
still at the Commons, unless Mouse has had greater success at romancing
her
man, than I'm having tonight." She nudged him.
He rubbed
her shoulder absent-mindedly in commiseration, his thoughts still
working on
the puzzle of Pete and the laser.
"Well,
I'm not sure I've eaten today. Let's get something to eat, okay?"
"Let
me guess, at the Commons?"
"Come
on," he said grabbing her hand and tugging her to her feet.
Arm and arm
they forged through the musical barrage and out into the May night. The
temperature had dropped significantly.
May 13, 1981
Mouse
stared out of the van's side window at
the houses that flashed by as they traveled swiftly along route 202.
She was
alone on the middle row of seats and had turned herself sideways, her
legs
tucked up under her. The back seat had been removed, and the space was
empty
awaiting it's cargo. Up front Alex was sitting rigidly in the driver's
seat. He
was unused to navigating such a large vehicle. The way the wind would
periodically shove the van sideways was making him very tense.
Attempting to
appear calm was adding to his displeasure. Apparently he wasn't being
very
successful, as every few minutes Pete, strapped in on the passenger
side, asked
him if he thought he should take over. Stubbornly Alex maintained he
was fine.
Oblivious
to the tension in the front seat, Mouse distracted herself by wondering
about
the lives in the houses they passed by. As always it struck her strange
and
vaguely saddened her that she would never know these nameless people.
That they
were, and would probably remain, irrelevant to her life, bothered her
in a
fundamental way that she would never be able to articulate.
Despite
having set the current events in motion, she was rather upset with the
unfolding itinerary.
They were
driving to the University of New Hampshire to steal an expensive piece
of
scientific equipment. Four days ago her being involved in, let alone
masterminding, such a stunt would have been unthinkable. True,
they were
going to return it. True, they had a cover story. True, they needed it
for
exciting work that might add to mankind's store of knowledge. Maybe.
Okay, that
was a stretch. But it was important.
Still, she
was nervous. Something could go wrong. And she didn't trust the Doc to
back
them up, although she had insisted that he personally pick up the
rental van
they were driving. He'd have a tough time talking his way out of that.
He'd
have to honor his word.
However
none of this was the central issue. While she was only dimly aware of
it, what
really had her on edge was simple. It was immoral. It was wrong. She
could see
no way around it, but that didn't make it right.
As she
always did on those few occasions when her objectives overcame her
morals,
Mouse unconsciously fingered the gold charm bracelet on her left wrist.
It was
a thick 24 carat gold herringbone chain. Off of it hung six small gold
hearts.
The bracelet was given to her by her mother on her ninth birthday. The
six
hearts symbolized the love of her grandparents, her mom and her dad.
When she
was twelve a longer clasp had been added. Twice later as she grew more,
she'd
been forced to have the bracelet lengthened. It was her oldest and most
cherished belonging, and when she was nervous or upset her fingers
worked the
charms.
It had been
easy to talk Alex into obtaining the Laser. He had been eager for the
chance to
prove his assertion that U.N.H.s security was laughably lax. Far more
difficult
had been the planning. Who would come had been a simple matter of logic
and
circumstance. Alex knew the layout and was familiar with the science
building.
Mouse wanted to be there and was convincing in her argument that she
could
provide distraction if needed. Emily wanted no part of this scheme.
Originally
Wood was going to supply muscle, but the days practice proved that he
could not
take the operation seriously. When he insisted that he wanted to dress
in all
black, face paint included, Mouse decided he wasn't coming. She didn't
tell
him, she merely failed to inform him when they were leaving. He
wouldn't be mad
later, Wood rarely dwelled on past events. However had she told him in
advance,
he would have harassed her relentlessly. This was the way she often
handled
him.
Pete subbed
in for Wood.
Alex made
an almost conscious decision not to tell Kate about the caper until it
was
over.
No one
thought to include Kyle.
Scheduling
had been a larger problem. Since the experiment would require the
Therm. Lab.
It would have to be run on a Sunday. As they would very soon be too
busy
studying for finals it should be performed this Sunday. Mouse insisted
on having
a few days to practice with the machine. Thus they needed to obtain the
device
on Wednesday, Thursday or Friday. While she would have liked a few more
days to
plan how the device would be obtained, Wednesday was the least
disruptive to
everyone's schedules. Leaving around 4 PM, only Pete would miss a
single class.
The moral
issue was not Alex's concern. He didn't like the idea that they would
be
working with an unknown. The Artifact, which he still hadn't seen, was
an
unknown quantity. What if it somehow damaged the Laser. He would be
responsible. It made him uncomfortable. He was also worried that taking
the
device would not be the cakewalk he had theorized. More than anything
he hated
appearing foolish in front of his friends.
Outwardly
Pete appeared relaxed and composed, but inwardly he was totally
frazzled. Emily
would have known by his quietness and lack of animation that he was
upset. Alex
and Meredith didn't know him quite that well.
His mind
was racing, imagining several disastrous outcomes from the looming
fiasco. Over
and over his mind raced. He would no longer be able to work at the
police
station. He might lose his scholarship. His family and Sheriff Bowen
would be
very disappointed.
In an
attempt to calm down, he ran through the plan again. They would wait
for the
hall to be empty. There were only three real entrances. The front door
had a
long outdoor walkway. They could be sure of an uninterrupted 30 seconds
from
that direction. Mouse would make sure that no one left the computer
room. The
final entrance was the elevator down to the loading bay. This would be
their
exit, and unless they were extremely unlucky the bay should be
deserted. In the
unlikely event that they were caught, there was the backup plan. Dr.
Oliver was
willing to swear that this was an exercise, perhaps misguided, for an
independent study in Collegiate Security. The story, though weak,
should stand
up being backed by a reputable teacher.
At ten
minutes past six, the Blue Econoline Van that Wood had driven Doc into
Sanford
to rent earlier that day, rode slowly down Durham's narrow Main Street.
It
pulled into a free parking space in front of Nell's Coffee Shop. The
moderate
rain that had been with them all day was now only a slight drizzle.
They had
almost an hour to kill.
*
* * * *
Despite the
comfort of the overstuffed divan, Kyle fidgeted. Poetry class was one
of the
few places that he normally felt at ease. Although he could never truly
tell
whether his works were any good, others praised many of his poems. He
felt
accepted and appreciated here.
Officially
this class was designated Creative Writing, but as Kyle was not one of
the few
that wrote stories, he always thought of it as Poetry class. The class
was
taught by Mr. Raliegh and consisted of eleven students. They meet once
a week:
on Wednesdays at 6:30. Attendance was almost always perfect. They met
in Fuller
Hall which was a small three room building next to the bookstore. Like
the
bookstore, this building had begun it's life as a private dwelling
before being
absorbed in the fifties by the expanding school. Little had been
changed to
convert it for educational purposes. The first floor room where class
took
place consisted of several comfortable chairs and sofas. Thick curtains
covered
the two windows, trapping the student's attentions within. A thick
turquoise
carpet and a small bottled water cooler completed the relaxed
surroundings.
Kyle was
always somewhat nervous when reading his work before the class. Tonight
he was
more so because his poem contained a message, barely hidden.
Karen Welch
sat directly across from him. The light from the lamp beside her
illuminated
her long brown hair. She was dressed in a thick, tight but tasteful,
plush blue
dress. Kyle stared into her deep brown eyes, looking away whenever she
glanced
his way.
Karen
confused Kyle. She was always nice to him. Always complimented him.
Always
seemed to appreciate his attention. But she never acknowledged that he
was
interested in her. Of course there was also Bill. He sat next to her on
the
couch now. Tall. Nordic. Athletic. Creative. Bill.
Usually
where Kyle's fantasies about women were concerned, he was powerful,
often
violent or manipulative. But in his dreams of Karen he was tender,
caring,
romantic. He concluded that he might love her. The possibility was
foreign to
him.
Unable to
tell her, she secretly became the focus of much of his writing. Tonight
he risked
letting her know. If she, or one of his classmates, noticed then his
secret
would be out. It was left to the gods to decide. Kyle liked to leave
difficult
decisions to the gods.
"Are
you ready Mister Ouellette?" asked the teacher, his voice tender and
caring, totally in character with his muted sixties hippyish style of
dress.
Mr. Raleigh was a kind man. A teacher that really cared. Not just about
the
teaching but about the students as well. It was a class that could,
with
another leader, have been competitive, petty and bitter. But under his
tutelage
they nourished, supported and honestly critiqued each others creative
impulses.
Kyle took a
deep breath, leaned back, and read slowly from the handwritten sheet in
his
lightly shaking hand.
Keen
in dress she lies
back slightly
And gently shakes her
hair.
Reciting from her soul
in softly spoken tones.
Every need is laid bare,
vulnerable
Never hiding in tangled
phrases or empty metaphor.
While listening I become
enthralled.
Eyes meet mine and
linger.
Longing to, I still
betray no weakness
Caught in traps, I turn
my gaze aside.
Hiding in darkness, my
light just a smile away
Kyle placed
the paper down on his lap, leaned back and waited.
The group
clapped expressing it's approval. Karen beamed at him.
For the
next 10 minutes Kyle sat on pins and needles as they discussed his
work. He had
spelled out Karen's name with the first letter of each line. He was
worried
that someone would notice, and equally fearful that they would not, and
his
life would continue in stalemate.
If anyone
figured it out, no one mentioned it.
After an
eternity, it was Denise's turn to read her work. A very entertaining
story
about traveling in Asia.
Now that
the period for discovery had passed, Kyle felt let down. He considered
submitting the poem to the school publication. He had often sent in his
writing
in the past; always under an assumed name. Many on campus would be very
surprised to know that Marshall Greene's lovely poetry was scripted by
Kyle
Ouellette.
But no, the
gods had spoken. He'd let the matter drop.
He spent
the rest of the two hour class secretly stealing glances at his dark
haired
beauty.
Afterward
six of them stood around outside discussing the class. Karen praised
his work
and he glowed all the way back to his dorm and long into the night.
*
* * * *
Just before
seven Alex backed the Van up to the dark loading ramp. As they had
expected,
the large metal shutter door and the small normal door next to it were
locked.
They walked around the building, up the hill and down the long hedge
lined
walkway to the front entrance.
Once inside
they checked the four small dark offices to make sure they were empty.
That
done, Mouse removed her rain coat revealing a tight red sweater, short
short
skirt, and fishnet stockings.
"Whoa,
wow!" Pete said appraisingly, "I should go on missions with you more
often." His tone was light, playful.
"Did
you know she was wearing this?" Pete nudged Alex.
Alex
shrugged and muttered, "I didn't even know she owned something like
that."
"I
don't. This," she waved her hand down across her torso, "belongs to
Brenda Steele."
"That
explains the fit." Brenda was smaller than Mouse.
"Nice
effect I must admit," Pete conceded.
"Yup,
this should keep those computer geeks in place, don't you think?" she
asked striking several poses.
"Hey,
that's my potential profession you're slamming," Alex complained.
"Yes,
but you'll be king of the geeks," she teased his hair.
"Well
when you put it that way… " his voice trailed off. He was too tense for
clever retorts. He glanced through the thin glass window into the
storage room
that housed the Laser.
"It's
in there," he confirmed.
Mouse
glanced at her watch.
"Okay,
I'll meet you at the Coffee Shop in 10 minutes," she said and strode in
the computer room. Both the storage room and the elevator were slightly
visible
through the small window in the door. Mouse's job was to keep anyone
from
looking out the window, and to make sure no one left the room. She
looked
around, there was only one other woman present. If she tried to leave
she'd
have to improvise. Half the male eyes had already noted her approach
and were
already glued to her. The others stared intently at the glowing screens
in
front of them.
Mouse,
walking with exaggerated motion, wiggled over to an empty terminal and
sat
down. She had no idea how to work a computer.
*
* * * *
It's name
not withstanding, the computer room did not house the actual computer
itself,
it merely held some terminals; the input and output for the computer,
not the
machine that did the calculations. Some terminals had CRT screens, most
used
paper readouts. However, unlike the computer rooms scattered throughout
the
university, the computer was in the building. The
unit, a PDP-11 made by
Digital Equipment Corp., sat in the middle of a room thirty feet by
twelve
feet. It left only a small walk space surrounding it. Technically the
computer
was only one of the five closely connected machines. The others were
storage
devices, magnetic tape recorders, that stored the tremendous amounts of
information that routinely flowed through the system. Along the tops of
all
five units were hundreds of multicolored lights that blinked
continuously and
seemingly at random. The room had a glass wall that allowed it to be
viewed by
travelers heading for the computer room.
Pete
positioned himself against the wall across from this window. From here
he could
view Alex's progress, hear the front door if it were opened, see into
the
computer room at the end of the hall, and possibly hear the elevator in
the
unlikely event that someone tried to enter that way. Should anyone
happen to
see him it would appear that he was merely gawking at the machinery.
*
* * * *
With the
briefest of looks around Alex pushed open the storage room door and
stepped
inside letting the door close behind him. Against the back wall, next
to a dust
covered photocopier adorned with a yellowed hand written note saying
simply
'Out of Order', was the Laser. Initially Alex had thought that the
device sat
on a rolling cart, now he realized that it was the cart. The Laser was
a three
foot square of metal approximately waist high. It was on two inch
wheels, one
in each corner. Despite their small size Alex noted that the tires were
inflated, not solid rubber. The cube had three visible steel doors each
of
differing size and location. It had no other noticeable characteristics
save
for it's markings. On top, neatly painted in large red letters, was:
|
Light
Amplification
by
Stimulated
Emission
of
Radiation
DANGER: Do Not Touch
Without Written
Permission
From Dean Thomas. |
Stenciled
diagonally in large army green letters across
one side was: PROPERTY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NEW HAMPSHIRE.
Alex
gripped the cart and tugged it toward him. It didn't budge an iota.
Swiftly,
but quietly, he moved aside a couple of large boxes of old papers and
was able
to get between the cart and the wall. Braced against the wall Alex
pushed with
all his might. Nothing. He glanced toward the door. He was already
several
minutes behind schedule.
*
* * * *
What
is he doing? Pete thought frantically. The window
of the dark storage
room cast a slight reflection on the glass in front of the computer.
Pete could
make out motion but no details. Alex should have come back out almost
immediately. Pete wondered if he should abandon his post to find out
what the
problem was. Alex was after all renown for getting side tracked.
He glanced
through the window at Mouse. There were now three guys hovering over
her
shoulder. Pete glanced at his watch. He'd give Alex one more minute.
*
* * * *
By knelling
down and pressing his shoulder to the floor Alex was able to perform a
hand
inspection of the wheels. He discovered a simple locking mechanism. After releasing the four
brakes, Alex again
positioned himself behind the device and pushed. It moved. It didn't
roll
easily, but Alex let loose a huge sigh of relief.
Alex unlatched the storage room door
and then pushed the cart up to it figuring to push the door open as he
forced
it into the hallway. However when the wheels came up against the
slightly
elevated doorway sill it steadfastly refused to budge. Worse it had
progressed
far enough forward to nudge the door open. He was both stuck and
exposed.
*
* * * *
For Pete
three things happened at once. Out of the corner of his eye he saw the
storage
room door pop open. Alex was finally ready. Then, as if part of some
terrible
self-willed prophecy, he saw a short rather homely girl heading to
leave the
computer room. He felt his blood run cold, but before he could react he
saw
fate was not through with him yet. Through the glass, he observed with
increasing panic that a technician was emerging from behind the
machinery. He
must have been working on the computer since their arrival. The heavy
bearded
man needed only to look slightly to Pete's right to notice Alex
struggling with
the Laser.
The technician saw Pete and waved.
Pete put on his best smile and waved back. In his mind's eye he watched
his
scholarship floating away.
*
* * * *
Mouse
disliked propetuating the stereotype of the vacuous blond, but that was
what
the situation called for. Besides she had no right to be comfortable.
She was
posing as a student, her first time on the machine. Her fallacious task
was
simple, use the text editor to compose and print a short letter.
However she
had, she lied, forgotten her ID and password.
Three of
the bolder students had offered assistance and were showing her the
basics of
the computer's operation, while attempting to stare down her v-necked
sweater,
or perhaps position themselves for a date. Most of the others were
enjoying the
spectacle from the safety of their terminals
Mouse
turned her head to ask a question, but was really sneaking a look out
into the
hallway. The storage room door was open. A large metal box blocked the
doorway
from inside.
The small
disheveled girl Mouse had noticed upon entering crossed her field of
vision.
She was headed for the door, but had turned her head to give Mouse a
disgusted
look.
Improvising,
Mouse gave the girl her best sad longing look, which said, she hoped
'Please
don't leave me alone with these guys.'
The girl
stopped, looked angry for a few more seconds, then seemed to have a
change of heart.
Her features softened and she altered course purposely toward Mouse.
"Step
aside boys, give the girl some air," she said with far more
assertiveness
than Mouse was expecting. Two of the boys scuttled away. The third she
gently
pushed aside.
Grabbing a
chair from behind her she sat down next to Mouse noisily and extended
her hand,
"Name's Amy, whatcha havin' trouble with?"
*
* * * *
Alex froze
when he saw the motion in the room across from him. He watched unable
to move
while the older man in dirty overalls waved at Pete. He waited for the
man to
look over and see him. Part of him argued that even if the man did
notice him,
he wouldn't think twice about it. The other part didn't believe that
for a
second.
Alex waited
a ten second eternity and then stared disbelieving as the man grabbed a
small
package from out of sight somewhere and then disappeared behind one of
the tape
drives.
*
* * * *
Pete
had been totally unaware of his body and surroundings while he stared
in barely
concealed terror at the workman. It wasn't until the man was out of
sight that
he recognized the taste of bile in his mouth and the dampness on the
back of
his neck. The other's could take this lightly he thought, but he had
seen
firsthand people brought in for offenses far less than this would prove
to be.
He had some faith that Doc could get them out, but not before the
police had
"questioned" them.
Pete took exactly two seconds to
settle his nerves, then ran the few feet to the storage room.
"What the fuck is going on?"
he cursed uncharacteristically. His voice was low but full of anger.
"I can't get it over the
sill." Alex whined.
Pete whipped his head to both sides,
then reached down and grabbed the base with both hands. Adrenaline
racing
through his body he tugged with all his strength. The front wheels came
over
the jam, but it had been a close shave. The box must weigh over two
hundred
pounds, he figured. Actually it was closer to five.
After he had gotten it moving Alex had
leaned into it and used the momentum to get the back wheels over the
rise. With
the cart now in the hall, Pete leaned across the corridor and pushed
the
elevator button.
*
* * * *
In all his exploration of this
building the elevator doors had always opened the instant he pressed
the button.
Now, of course, they didn't. Alex realized the elevator must be down at
the
loading dock. Being a freight elevator, it was not particularly fast.
Alex stood dumbly in front of the
elevator and waited. He caught Mouse's eye and shrugged. Beside him
Pete shook
visibly.
*
* * * *
A whole minute later, the longest of
Pete's life, the elevator doors opened with a deafening chime. Pete
looked at
the floor. Where the elevator's doors ran was a grooved surface, but it
wasn't
too bad and the gap between it and the floor was very small. It wasn't
nearly
as bad as he had feared. Finally they had caught a break.
Pete and Alex put their bodies behind
and pushed, the front wheels glided fairly easily over the opening,
then
bounced as the elevator dropped ever so slightly. The cart ground to
halt, it's
rear wheels resting firmly in the gap. It was stuck again.
"Hey boys, " they heard
shouted behind them. He turned to see the technician closing in on them
rapidly.
Pete almost screamed.
"You need a hand with that?"
he asked as he approached them. His voice was jovial and friendly.
Without waiting for a reply he joined
them and together they were able to coerce it into the elevator. The
older man
stood in the doorway and looked down at the writing.
"Where's this thing going?"
he inquired, his voice conversational.
"The Dean says one of the Docs
wants it cleaned up and functional," Pete heard himself say in a calm
detached voice. He was unaware of having thought up these words.
The guy chuckled and got out of the
doorway.
"Far be it from me to hold up the
Dean's business," he laughed and headed back toward the front door.
Behind him the elevator doors closed.
*
* * * *
Mouse had been keeping one eye on the
events in the corridor. As soon as the elevator doors closed she
grabbed her
forehead and announced, "Arggh, all this learning is giving me a
headache.
I think I'll call it quits for tonight."
"Well I hope I was some
help," said Amy.
"Oh you were, there's just so
much I can handle at once. I think I'm full," she answered, bristling
inwardly at herself.
"Besides, it's not due until
Friday," she added.
"Well then, good luck."
"Thanks, and thanks for your
help."
Mouse got up and walked out the front
door. She walked down the short road to Main Street and crossed
diagonally over
to the Coffee Shop. Both the rain and the wind had picked up. Despite
her
raincoat she was damp and cold when she got there. She ordered a hot
cocoa -
coffee made her manic - and sat at a table by the front window. There
were only
three other patrons present. She settled in, warming her hands on her
cup. She
stared down the street back toward the road she had come from. It
should only
be a few more minutes now.
*
* * * *
When the man had appeared behind him,
Alex had panicked. As often happened to him in times of extreme stress,
his
emotions shut down. He was now completely detached and slightly
aimless. Even
after the 'danger' seemed passed he was still out of it. It would be
awhile
before he returned to normal.
It occurred to him even before the
elevator doors opened. Long before
they
rolled the cart down the long cement tunnel. Well before the vertical
freight
door was lifted. It occurred to him, but it could no longer faze him.
He lifted the freight door and helped
push it onto the dock. All the while he realized it was hopeless, but
he could
not react to that knowledge.
Then Pete saw it too. The loading dock
was about two feet higher than the floor of the van. Both had seen this
upon
arriving, but at the time neither of them had been aware of how heavy
the item
was. Since then there hadn't been much time for reflection.
Pete stopped cold, and put his head in
his hands.
"All for nothing," he
muttered, broken. He sat down on the cement platform. Moisture from the
damp
concrete soaked through his pants. He didn't notice.
Alex watched this analytically,
studying the situation.
"Let's see if we can lift
it?" he offered.
Robotically Pete climbed back to his
feet. Silently he reached down and grabbed the base, so did Alex.
"On three," he said,"
one… two… three!"
It never left the ground.
Alex studied the area. The loading
dock edge had a small ledge to it. If he could find a plank they would
only
have to drop the device an inch and it would roll into the van. Alex
looked
around but the dock and surrounding area were surprisingly clean.
"The door," Alex shouted
with sudden inspiration.
Pete was startled and jumped around
thinking someone had opened the freight door.
"What?" escaped from his
lips.
Without answering Alex ran past him to
the normal steel door next to the larger freight door. On the inside he
inspected the pins.
"Yup, just might work. Pete, get
me the tire iron."
Pete did not notice the metronomic
quality to Alex's voice. He jumped off the dock and started tearing up
the
van's rear floor. He sprinted back and handed Alex the iron.
It only took Alex a minute to pop the
pins. Pete pulled the door off it hinges.
Pete held the door in place while Alex
backed up the van until the door would reach forming a ramp. There was
hardly
any drop from the dock to the door, but the slope was steeper than Alex
liked.
Once this thing started rolling they would not be able to control it.
Hopefully, the seat would stop it. Hopefully it wouldn't bounce back
out of the
van. And given that they had less than a foots width free on the door,
hopefully it wouldn't fall off the ramp.
If Alex had been in his right mind, he
would have just given up. There was no way he would have endangered the
device
this way. But in his current state Alex was all about statistics and
strategies. Consequences would be for another time. Pete's grasp of
physics was
not strong enough for him to comprehend the gravity of the situation.
Carefully they centered the Laser
before the ramp. Slowly they pushed the front wheels onto the ramp.
Nothing
left to do now but push a little more.
It moved slowly, then suddenly pulled
away from them rapidly. Once it's full weight was on the door, the van
lowered
considerably. The door qua ramp moved forward but stopped just shy of
the edge.
As it careened into the van the suspension was just starting to
compensate. The
cart smashed into the middle seat, which bent significantly but held.
As the
device recoiled backward, the bouncing van launched it slightly while
the
angled seat sprang back some applying unequal pressure to the top of
the cart.
It went up on two wheels while coming to a halt.
In his memory it would seem that the
cart hovered like that for an impossible length of time. Then it tipped
over
and landed solidly on it's back. The sound was deafening, like several
thunderbolts striking metal roofs. Despite the competing noise, Alex
clearly
heard glass breaking.
That would be the optics, he
thought, referring to the delicate and precision crafted focusing
mirrors that
were vital to the Laser's operation. They were now the horrified owners
of a
very heavy, very expensive, paperweight. The Laser would be useless.
For moments they were both frozen,
listening to the echoes of thunder.
*
* * * *
Pete
recovered first. They had to get out of there. That was not a sound
that could
go uninvestigated. Their only advantage lay in the fact that it was too
monumental a noise to be easily located. But they had to move fast.
He noticed that the box was sticking
out the rear an inch or two. He dropped down and bracing against the
loading
dock wall, pushed the device with his legs. Even given his adrenaline
wracked
system he was just barely able to slide the device along the van's
carpeted
floor. The rug was tearing and bunching up. Another inch and he would
not have
made it.
He was dimly aware that he had injured
his left leg.
Meanwhile, Alex was warming up the
van. Just as he was closing the rear doors, a man in his late fifties,
most
likely a teacher, turned the corner of the building.
"Hey!" was all Pete heard as
he threw himself into the back of the van and yelled "Drive!"
*
* * * *
Mouse was getting worried.
She stared at the small intersection as if
willing the blue van to appear. What could be keeping them? By
deliberate
effort she turned her attention to the boulder across the street. She
couldn't
read the green tinged plaque from where she sat but she watched two
pigeons
fighting for territory around it.
She had just begun to relax when she
heard a terrible explosion. It sounded to her like a bus falling off an
overpass. The waitress behind the counter dropped a cup of coffee.
Everyone
turned in the direction of the science building. Toward the source of
the
disturbance. Mouse couldn't see anything, but figuring the boys were
involved,
stood up and walked outside. Two patrons came out to stare across with
her.
They tried to strike up a conversation but she ignored them and they
ended up
talking to each other.
She was about to give up when the van
came speeding up the street. It gave two short beeps of the horn,
rounded the
corner hard, and fled up Main Street; out of sight.
Mouse
sighed and returned to the shop. That had been the prearranged signal
that it
was too risky to stop. She would have to take the bus home. It wasn't
that big
an inconvenience. The bus stopped here at the Coffee Shop and would
arrive in
less than half an hour. She would spend the two hour ride trying to
figure out
what the hell had happened.
May 14, 1981
Kyle was
only dimly aware of the cold wall against his bare backside as he
inched
silently toward the doorway. He stopped and strained to hear above his
thundering heart. He was only a few feet from freedom. A couple more
steps and
he would run naked into the Delaware neighborhood in which he had grown
up and
escape the drunken madman that pursued him.
Painfully
slowly he slid along the wall. His eyes, long since adjusted to the
dark,
frantically scanned the dilapidated corridor. Just a few more feet.
"Where
are you, you worthless little bastard?" his father bellowed. Alcohol
turned 'worthless' to 'worshlesh'. The sound had come from the kitchen,
from
the rear of the house. Kyle faced the doorway and ran. The door,
already ajar,
flung open as he collided with it and he launched himself into the cool
predawn
air. Beyond him was the porch, a short lawn and then the row of trees
which
marked the beginning of the forest. That would provide him sanctuary.
Suddenly a
huge hand grabbed him by the neck, spun him around and dropped him hard
on his
tail bone. Pain shot through him.
"I'll
teach you to hide from me, boy."
Kyle felt
hot breath and spittle on his face as his father yelled. His father's
mouth was
inches from his fetal form.
"Look
at me when I'm talking to you."
Without
relaxing his face, which was trying to fold in on itself for
protection, Kyle
timidly opened one eye. He looked up at his Dad. Normally twice his
height, his
father was bent completely over; face to face with his prone son. His
face was
beet red with rage, alcohol and the exertion of doubling over. His
large
stomach was compressed against his chest but the balding forty three
year old
was having no trouble breathing.
Kyle was
rolled up to protect as much of himself as possible, but one hand lay
limp -
exposed. Exploiting
this weakness, the
heavy man grabbed the wrist and hurled the small form back into the
house.
The boy
felt surprisingly little pain as his shoulder pulled free of it's
socket. Then
his head caught the mahogany newel post of the staircase and he spun
slightly
and landed hard. His father was lifting him to his feet even before his
vision
cleared. Unable to support himself his father held him upright by his
short
hair.
"Mom,"
Kyle said in the exact intonation another might reserve for his deity.
"That
lazy bitch can't save you now, boy."
They were
now in the bedroom. Kyle was unclear as to how they had gotten there.
Something
brushed against his damaged arm and he yelled in pain.
"Stop
being a girl." Something in his face changed. His drunken eyes strayed
over the boy's naked body. Though Kyle would have previously thought it
impossible, his terror increased.
"You want
to be a girl? I'll teach you what it feels like to be a girl."
Suddenly
his father's pants were gone. His cock was hard and huge. Effortlessly
Kyle was
flung up on the bed, face down. Behind him he felt the monster close in.
Kyle awoke screaming. Drenched in
sweat he found himself sitting up. He looked over at his clock: 3:13.
The
details of the dream occasionally changed
minutely. Sometimes it was the house in Ocean City that he had lived in
during
his teens. Sometimes
he was forced to
perform oral sex.
Also the image of his father changed a
lot.
This was not surprising. His mother
had kicked her husband out when Kyle was only five. Apparently she had
also
burned his pictures. Or maybe there had never been any. Regardless,
Kyle had no
knowledge of what his father had looked like.
The dream had abated in frequency
during his first year in College. In the last few months it was
escalating
again. It was occurring about twice a week now. It was impossible to
get back
to sleep after the nightmares and consequently he felt tired most of
the time.
As had become ritual after the nightmares,
Kyle debated whether this dream represented actual events or not. There
was
evidence for both sides. His dad had been gone when Kyle was only five
but age
wouldn't have deterred the creature from his sleep.
What had been the event that
finally made his mother rise up and send the bastard packing? He didn't
know.
She didn't talk about him much.
True he didn't personally remember
such an assault, but after almost two years of psychology he thought he
recognized some of the symptoms of
suppressed memories and sexual assault in himself.
First he had a terrible memory.
Sometimes it was difficult to remember the details of the previous days
events.
He had only a handful of memories from before high school. He had read
that
this was often a sign of a mind that was repressing childhood trauma.
Beyond that, he didn't trust people.
That was not surprising. An abusive drunken father. Whatever the man
may or may
not have done to him, he had robbed his mother of the ability to show
love.
Receiving little feelings of love during his formative years could be
the cause
of his social withdrawal. But an inability to get close was also a sign
of
sexual abuse.
His sexual fantasies involved
subjugating his prey. Forcing or tricking women into servicing him
formed the
basis of his daydreams. Also the sex never involved intercourse.
Usually it
involved oral but occasionally anal sex. Whatever act it was always
forceful
and uncomfortable for his partner.
In class last year they had spent a
day on valence transference. This was a psychology term for a victim
taking on
the characteristics of the oppressor. Valence transference made sense
of his
sexual preferences. It lent serious weight to the possibility of the
nightmare
being real.
It was important to Kyle to know.
Inwardly he wanted a normal life. He didn't see one developing.
Most around him - who happened to
question it - would assume Kyle to be a virgin. In point of fact,
depending on
the definition he may or might not be.
His second month at college a girl that
Kyle had felt no particular attraction to, expressed an interest in
him. On the
first date they had slipped off into the woods after walking back from
the
cinema and she had knelt before him and sucked him off. Their second
date found
her in her dorm room. She was on her back while he straddled her chest
fucking
her mouth. When he finished she began to choke.
Kyle, who had dreamed many times about
choking a women with his power, found himself scared rather that
aroused. He
had leaped off of her muttering 'are you okay?' in a whiny childlike
voice.
When she had recovered the slightly
pudgy large breasted girl wanted him to pleasure her. Feeling unsettled
and
turned off he mechanically began to finger her.
After a few minutes the girl mewed
dreamily, "Yes, that's the spot. You can do that forever."
"That's what I was afraid
of," Kyle said, his voice weak but high pitched. He got up, dressed,
and
walked out without saying another word.
Without discussion the five day
relationship was over. It was the longest romance he'd had to date.
His only other sexual experience came
toward the end of that school year. Nasson had a tradition of
concluding each
year with a campus wide party known as Dean's Day, or more simply:
D-Day. By
noon casualties of the party - students, workers and teachers -
littered the
campus.
After drinking for several hours Kyle
had started to stagger from the Quad back to his room. His plan was to
rest for
a few hours and then return for the night's festivities.
When he got to the dorm sitting on the
steps was a fairly attractive extremely sloshed women named Hillary.
She was a
junior. Kyle had noticed her many times in the past. He had fantasized
about
her more than once.
"Hey Pete," she uttered
almost falling over.
Kyle sat down next to her, wondering
which Pete he appeared to be.
Lurching awkwardly Hillary grabbed his
closer hand and smacked it into her chest.
"Once more for old times
sake?" she tried for a throaty voice but a girlish snicker was added
spoiling the effect.
She took the continued presence of his
hand on her breast as acceptance. They used each other to climb
clumsily to
their feet. His room was closer.
They lie naked in his room. He had
tried to steer her head into his lap but she was either unwilling or
unable to
comprehend his intention. Currently they lay side by side. Her hand was
deftly
sliding along his shaft trying to overcome the effects of the alcohol
in his
system. He could barely feel her.
Eventually he became aware that she
had stopped. A small snore reached his ear. She had passed out. Kyle
was hard.
He leaned on his side and shook her. She did not awaken.
Kyle maneuvered himself on top of her
and clumsily entered her. Kyle could still barely feel her. He thrusted
a
couple of times before discovering he had gone limp. Frustrated he fell
back
down beside her. He stared at her mouth. He stroked himself with one
hand and
one firm breast with the other. Eventually he was hard again.
This time he mounted her chest but he
needed both hands to press the soft flesh around his tool and was
unable to
balance himself at the same time. He moved in on her face. Her mouth
was
closed. He pulled on her jaw. He was shocked that he couldn't open it.
Her jaw
resisted his hardest tug. He thought briefly that she must only be
pretending
to be asleep. If she was, he couldn't tell. Drunk and frustrated he
managed
with great difficulty to climax off on her face. Suddenly exhausted he
dropped
back beside her.
He placed her hand on his crotch and
drifted off to sleep.
When he awakened she was gone.
She would assume he had fucked her.
The thought pleased him. Then he recalled that he had been unable to
perform.
He wondered if he was impotent.
Since then he had not the opportunity
to find out.
Unwilling to introspect any further,
and still unable to sleep Kyle dressed and prepared for a walk in the
cool
night air.
*
* * * *
Alex dangled his feet over the stone
precipice and stared down the twenty odd feet to the calm waters below.
Deering
Pond was a small body of water, barely 40 feet around. Formed by an
ancient
sinkhole it was ringed by boulders. Near the spot where Alex sat, a
rope was
tied about a tree and dangled down into the pond. Put there years ago,
the rope
was to help out any unfortunate soul that might blunder in. The hole
existed
after all less than a quarter of a mile from Hanscom Hall. It was only
accessible if one knew where to look for the nearly invisible path
through the
forest behind Upper Campus. It's existence and location were handed
down from
student to student. It was unswimable, being too cold much of the year
and
stagnant the rest. It was however a wonderful place of solitude and
quiet. It
was where Alex usually went when upset.
He and Pete had picked up Mouse at the
next Bus stop. After a brief argument they had driven the rest of the
way in a
strained silence. Upon arriving back at Nasson he had left his two
companions
to work out how next to proceed. He had come straight to Deering.
Here his thoughts had run in circles
for hours. He sat stationary staring at the reflective surface far
below,
oblivious to the cold that had crept into his body.
For most people their personal ethics
systems – the rules by which they determine, usually unconsciously,
right from
wrong -- are based on either religion or the law. Alex's wasn't. When
he had at
an early age first read about the Greek and Roman gods he had compared
them to
his own family's Christian beliefs and found them equally mythological.
He had
delved into other religions and by the middle of high school was a
staunch
Atheist. As to the law, Alex had what had been widely diagnosed as a
problem
with Authority.
He could call upon many examples to
illustrate his frustrations with those in command. However it was a
simple
childhood incident that seemingly most strongly affected his psyche.
Alex had
been a bright child, and like most that truly loved to learn, he had
drawn the
anger of those less gifted. Quite often he was picked on at school.
One day in the fourth grade Alex was
standing at the edge of the school playing field during morning recess.
He was
watching some older kids play soccer having become fascinated with the
geometry
involved. Suddenly he felt a hard slap upside the back of his head. He
whirled
around to look up at a large fifth grader who had tormented him many
times
before.
"Whatcha lookin' at,
Brainiac?"
Before he could answer the older boy
punched him in the stomach.
"Answer me."
Again before he could catch his
breath, the bully boxed him in the ear.
Anger and frustration grew in Alex and
for once he struck back. He lowered his head and rushed the larger kid.
Caught
off guard his tormentor had the wind knocked out of him, and they
tumbled to
the ground. Alex landed on top and started pounding him in the face.
Suddenly he was hauled up into the
air. He found himself held by one of the teachers responsible for
monitoring
the recess. They never seemed to be a round when he was being beaten.
"What are you doing? No fighting.
You know better than that," the old woman informed him, talking to him
as
if he was a ill trained puppy.
"He started it," Alex
whined.
"It takes two too tangle, young
man," she replied.
Tango. Two to tango,
he
thought but didn’t bother to correct her.
"No
it doesn't…" Alex started on the real issue
but was cut off.
"I don't want to hear it. Both of
you, off to the principal's office."
"You are so dead," the older
boy whispered in his ear.
The principal had dealt with the other
boy first, then when they were alone she started in on him.
"Seems like you're in trouble a
lot," she started.
"I was minding my own
business."
"It takes two to fight."
This time he didn't bother to try to
point out that this was nonsense. "What should I do, stand there and
take
it?" Alex asked, growing angrier.
"If someone gives you trouble I
want you to come straight up here and tell me. No more fighting. You
understand?"
He nodded, calming down. A simple
agreement had been reached. A solution had been agreed upon. Some of
his
troubles were over.
"Now go out and play."
Two days later the same boy kicked him
in the ribs. Alex ran directly to the principal.
"Ma'am, Randy kicked me for no
reason," Alex said tears of pain and rage running down his cheeks.
"Oh, don't be such a crybaby.
You've got to learn to fight your own battles. Nobody likes a
tattletale. Now
go back to the playground."
An overpowering rage built as he
thought over this irrational betrayal. Then it became very clear: the
teachers
and the principal had
no clue what they
were doing. They were just trying to hang on, to survive like the rest
of them.
Later on, incidents in high school, watching Watergate unfold, and a
few
brushes with the law expanded this realization to include all
Authority. That
was how he thought of them, not as individuals but as Authority with a
capital
'A'.
He did not trust or respect Authority.
It was important to avoid Authority's detection for
you never knew how
it would react. It was just trying to survive, just trying to maintain
the
status quo. He would never go to it for help, it was just as likely to
turn on
him. Not that he would go out of his way to damage Authority. He simply
treated
it like a crazy relative, and gave it a wide berth.
With neither religion or law as a
basis some would have developed without an ethical foundation. Alex
however
developed a fairly strict code of
ethics. Possessing the logical mind he did, he codified it:
1) An action is wrong if you have to
lie about the action or the
results
of the action.
2) Strive to leave those around you
happier than they would be
without
you.
3) Try not to destroy.
Of course these rules didn't apply to
Authority. It was okay to lie to Authority. In fact it was often
important for
survival. Thus to Alex it was, for instance, a thousand times worse to
destroy
a work of art than to defraud an insurance company.
To Alex's way of thinking the Laser
was as important as a work of art. It was a one of a kind item. He had
destroyed something irreplaceable.
"It might also put you back in
the hands of our old friend Authority," a gruff voice, perhaps like
that
of a chain smoking gargoyle, whispered in his ear.
"Hodge," Alex sat up
straight in surprise listening to the voice in his head. Hodge had
begun his
existence as a childhood imaginary friend, but during high school had
gained a
life of his own. Alex had read about imaginary friends and inner voices
and
Hodge seemed more real than what they described. Alex secretly feared
he might
be schizophrenic but wasn't able to trust a psychiatrist for to him
they were a
part of Authority. Alex was reminded of the old joke:
"Doctor my husband
thinks he's a chicken."
"Why don't you take him
to a doctor?"
"We
can't. We need the eggs."
For whatever Hodge's cause, he was
very useful as a tap into Alex's subconscious. He noticed things Alex
missed,
made connections Alex didn't, and remembered things Alex forgot. He was
very
useful and usually showed up when Alex was in trouble or turmoil.
Alex had made himself a promise that
if Hodge ever started telling him to hurt others or something like
that, he
would get help, but until then Hodge was a useful eccentricity; a
friend. Of
course, Alex kept his existence a complete secret. The only person he
had ever
told was Kate. That had been as a symbol of his love and trust. Even at
that he
had watered down the truth some. She had thought it cute.
"Feeling down, Boyo?" Hodge
said in his stony voice.
"What am I going to do?"
Alex said speaking aloud although he didn't have to.
"You're going to survey the
damage and repair whatever needs repairing."
"I don't know the first thing
about creating optics," he protested.
"First of all, that's not true.
Second of all, it doesn't matter, because we can find someone that
does. And
thirdly you don't know that the optics are damaged because you didn't
look.
Seems like we need more info, doesn't it?"
"Well it will have to wait until
morning. Mouse has the keys," Alex stated, already feeling the better
for
having a clear course of action.
"So?"
"So it's…," Alex paused to
look at his watch, "one in the morning. She's asleep."
"If you'll remember, Hollywood
has complained aloud many times about her lack of sleeping."
"Well I can't go barging into her
dorm at this hour."
"Given the situation do you think
it likely she is at the dorm?"
"Where…Oh you think she's at the
van."
"Only one way to find out."
"Okay," Alex said as he
climbed to his feet, stretched and searched in the dim moonlight for
the path
back to campus.
*
* * * *
Considering how impossible it had
seemed at first, Mouse thought the transfer of the Laser from the van
to the
lab was going very well. There had been many obstacles, but they had
caught a
few lucky breaks. Firstly Pete's older brother, Jake, was part owner of
an
automotive repair shop, Rustic Repairs. And he was willing to loan his
brother
an engine winch at 11 PM, no questions asked.
Using the winch they had been able to
slowly remove the case from the van and turn it upright in the process.
Alex
had joined them toward the tail end of this procedure.
The plan originally had them storing
the unit in the unused laboratory in the basement. Dr. Oliver had
reluctantly
given Mouse the keys to the lab and the front door. However, there was
no way
they were going to get this monstrosity up the front steps.
For two hours she sat under the
parking lot light and thought about the problem. In a few hours it
would be
dawn. By then they would either have to have gotten the Laser into the
building
or put it back in the van and wait another day.
It wasn't until Kyle arrived that the
problem got solved. He had spied them while crossing the parking lot on
his way
to Stop'N'Go. He usually went there after working up a thirst walking
off the
adrenaline rush caused by The Dream.
After Mouse filled him in on the
situation Kyle asked, "Why haul it up the steps just to bring it down
again?"
"What are you talking
about?" Mouse inquired puzzled.
"How do you think they got all
those desks and photocopiers and such in there?"
Mouse looked at the building through
new eyes and realized that the steep front steps led up almost a full
floor.
What she thought of as the basement was almost level with the ground.
"You're right," she grabbed
his arm in excitement, "there must be a service entrance.
"I'd try over there. Around the
side closest to the road," Kyle said his attention lingering on the
warmth
of her touch. Alex, as he had been for hours, was reading the spiral
bound
notebook that had been found in the controls compartment of the Laser.
Kyle,
Pete and Mouse headed off around the corner.
The door was right there, almost on
street level. Only two concrete steps and they went down. Of course,
the key
didn't work. It wasn't even the same type of lock. It was a much older
style.
The door was solid wood and had no windows. The decayed leaves at the
base of
the stairwell suggested this passage hadn't been used in a long time.
"I wonder if anybody still knows
where the key for this is?" Pete's voice had an uncharacteristically
fatalistic tone to it. Despite being very helpful he seemed to give up
anew at
each additional problem. He didn't seem to Mouse his usual optimistic
self.
"It doesn't matter," Kyle
said beaming. He patted his breast, then frowned and looked down at it
perplexed. "Shit. Hold on. Start bringing it around. I'll be right
back," he said and sprinted off toward upper campus without elucidating
further.
"Interesting," was Mouse's
only comment.
The tired trio then attached the
wheels to the tripod shaped base of the winch and hoisted the Laser off
the
ground. Having to keep the assembly on the concrete paths forced them
to take
the long way around the building. They were almost to the short
stairwell when
Kyle returned breathless. Without commentary, but with a smile for
Mouse, he
removed a small black leather fold from his breast pocket.
Studying the lock he finally said,
"this is an old one, outta be a breeze." He pulled two metal tools
from the fold. One was a short flat bent piece of steel, the other was
straight
but had a toothed edge.
His senior year of high school Kyle
had taken a job at Finneys Hardware Store. It was a boring but hassle
free job,
and it gave him some spending money. It was not a busy store and it
left the
employees with a lot of idle time. To amuse himself the locksmith had
taken to
teaching the art of lock picking to some of the clerks. Kyle, it turned
out,
was a natural and had picked up the skills with impressive ease. The
locksmith
also sold him a set of lock picks.
He fiddled with the tools for less
than a minute before relaxing, standing straight and theatrically
pushing on
the door. Nothing happened. "Damn it," he said his moment of triumph
diluted. He put his shoulder to the door and shoved. It gave an inch.
"Well, it's unlocked. You'll have to do the rest," he said indicating
Pete with his eyes. He left the stairwell sulking. He rubbed his
shoulder and
palm.
Two heaves rewarded Pete with the
groan of rusty hinges and the opening of the door.
"Way to go," cheered Alex.
"Kyle did the hard part,"
said Pete modestly.
"Yeah. Good job Kyle," Mouse
cheered patting his shoulder.
After an hour of slow tedious effort
the group finally had the Laser down the stairs, through the hall and
into the
pilfered lab.
Pete sat down on a old wooden crate
and massaged the aching muscles in his arm. Twisting in Mouse's
direction he
yawned and asked, "you need me for anything else? I'm beat."
Looking at his watch he added, "I
can still get a good two hour nap if I hurry."
Mouse thought for a moment. She was
feeling tired too.
"Yeah, go," she waved her
hand.
"And Pete," she amended
quickly, "thanks for your help."
"No problem, Boss." Pete was
not the type for recriminations. He had participated willingly in all
that had
transpired. Any grudges he harbored were with himself.
"I'm a tad tired myself. What
about you guys? Ready to call it a night?" Mouse crossed the room to
grab
the blanket she had procured earlier. She expected no disagreement and
was
preparing to cover the instrument for the night.
"Actually, I'd really like to
fire this puppy up and make sure it wasn't damaged," Alex said patting
the
laser. He had to know.
Kyle was torn between sleep, which he
felt he could return to now, and staying within eyesight of Mouse, who
once
inside had removed her coat revealing Brenda's clothes. He'd stay as
long as
she did.
"How long do you think it'll
take?" she asked Alex.
"Shouldn't be more than an hour
at the most. I've looked over the manual and a low frequency test
firing looks
easy enough." After all there was no point in mentioning any trouble
until
he was sure there was some.
As Mouse sat down and started going
over her notes, Alex located the small metal flap that covered the
housing for
the power cord.
Suddenly Alex swore loudly startling
Mouse and Kyle.
"Yes?" Mouse inquired.
"The damn thing requires a 220
volt socket."
"The Therm lab has one."
"Christ, it's going to be a bitch
getting it to the elevator. Well, no sense putting it off," Alex gave
the
unit an experimental shove.
"I think that perhaps that might
not be the wisest course of action. Considering the lateness of the
hour. By
the time we get it up there and set up, we won't have time to get the
machine
back down here before people start arriving," Mouse said firmly.
Alex had no choice but concur.
As dawn prepared to rise over the
campus, the very tired but somewhat relieved group started home to get
a few
hours of sleep before classes. Kyle made no effort to keep pace with
Mouse and
Alex and so they were alone as they approached the twin raised plank
walkways
that led into the dorms. Identical spotlights illuminated the short
piers. Mouse
veered off onto the closer one as Alex headed for the one leading to
the boys
side. Before she had reached the door he called over to her.
"What time can we start
preliminaries on the Laser?"
"You haven't forgotten that you
and Julia are the designated cooks for tomorrow's Pagan Party?" She
looked
at her watch. "Make that tonight's Party."
"Aw, Christ."
"You know, for an atheist you
invoke the Lord's name a lot?" she teased.
"I was raised a
Catholic."
"That explains it,"
she smirked.
The conversation lulled and Alex
pulled it back on track. "How about after the party? It looks like our
sleep cycles are going to be all shifted around anyway."
"I have to return his keys when I
brief Doc in the morning."
"We could get copies made,"
Alex paused. "Then again we didn't need one tonight…Let me see if I can
arrange for an additional dinner guest."
"Oh great. Thanks for the
warning. Well, this ought to be interesting," Mouse replied half
laughing
and sighing.
"Okay, if we feel up to it
afterwards, we'll go check things out," she said.
"Well good night. Sleep
tight," she continued her voice sounding childlike.
"Night," said Alex pulling
on the cold steel handle of the large door.
She gave him a reassured smile -- she
had been a tad worried about him, he'd seemed overly troubled earlier -- and went off to bed.
*
* * * *
Upon reaching his room he found a
neatly written note taped to his door. It took his blurry eyes several
moments
to focus on it.
Where
have you been hiding stranger?
If you return to
the living before nine I'll be at the library.
--- Love Kate.
"Only missed her by eight
hours," he mumbled, unlocked his door and stepped inside. He made a
mental
note to take Kate to breakfast.
Right
after a quick nap.
Alex was asleep practically before he
hit the bed, and definitely before he set his alarm. He awoke at 2PM
having
slept through all but one of his classes.
*
* * * *
"I swear I thought that poor
clerk was just going to die," Pete spoke excitedly across the diner
countertop to Jocie. She sat comfortably, listening intently and
nibbling on a
small salad Pete had whipped up a few minutes before.
"I mean, picture it. Here, as far
as the clerk knows, Doc has damaged the seat of the van fairly
seriously. She
gives him, what I thought was a very reasonable bill…"
"How much?" she asked
pausing to rub her hands on her napkin.
"A hundred and fifty. And Doc
just explodes at this poor girl. I wanted to pretend I didn't know him."
"Why were you there anyway?"
"I drove the van there. I used it
to return the engine winch first. Doc drove his car to bring me back
in."
"He was probably taking out his
frustrations on her," Jocie offered.
"And that makes it right? This
whole thing was his idea anyway. If anyone should be taking out
frustrations…"
"I guess I'm just lucky you're
not like him," she leaned over and stroked the side of his face with
the
back of her hand. "You growing a beard?" she asked pulling her hand
back.
"No, just didn't make time to
shave this morning."
"Ever think about it? I kind of
like the idea."
"I don't know, mom instilled in
me the idea that people with beards are hiding something. Makes people
trust
you less."
"That's silly," she actually
giggled. "Do you thing Wood is hiding something?"
"Actually, I've never fully
trusted him, he uses all that comedy and drama to hide his true
feelings."
"So, tell me Mr. Freud, what are
his true feelings?"
"That's Dr. Freud to you, and I
don't know because he hides it so well," he stuck out his tongue at her.
She thought briefly for a rejoinder
and then looked around.
"Pretty
dead in here today isn't it?"
"There's only been two other
people in here my whole shift. Not too surprising given that this is
the first
decent weather in a few days."
He glanced over at the large Michelob
clock near the door.
"My shifts almost over. Shall I
walk you to your class?"
*
* * * *
Directly behind Prior-Hussey was the
remains of an old tennis court. Grown in with weeds, the net long gone
and the
tall metal fence doorless and rusty, it now served mostly as a shortcut
to
upper campus. Occasionally there would be a Friday night party, replete
with
beer kegs and a burning barrel. During the day some students played
various
sports on the broken tar.
There was a rise on the dorm side that
was free from vegetation on both sides of the dirt path that bisected
it.
It was on this rise that Kyle often
sat, enjoyed the sun and wrote. This week he was experimenting with
haiku. He
didn't quite see the beauty in it, but it was an interesting form to
struggle
with. He stared down at his pad.
"An
old man stares
at echoes of his youth,
long
since past
and
smiles sadly."
After a short internal debate on
whether smiles was one syllable or two, he let the words he had written
flow
over him. Beyond my
years, he thought
and smiled.
He was beginning another one about
wasted youth.
"Kyle," someone yelled. He
could discern neither the caller nor the direction. He looked around.
"Hey! Up here."
He looked up behind himself and caught
the motion of Alex's arm waving out his dorm window.
"Hi."
"Can you come up here for a
moment?"
Without answering, Kyle jotted down a
couple of notes, stood up and dusted himself off. He walked along the
rear of
Hussey Hall and ambled up the metal steps of the austere side entrance.
When he arrived at Alex's room the
door was open but the room was empty.
"What the hell?" thought
Kyle. Maybe he had to go to the bathroom, he decided. He hung around
the
doorway for moment before curiosity pulled him inside. He had never had
the
occasion to be in Alex's room before. He had just
been invited up, he
was sure he was suppose to wait inside.
Kyle went three steps forward and took
in the room. As a sum of it's parts Alex's room was standard issue.
However, it
had been altered. The walls of Prior-Hussey were constructed of cinder
block
and painted a uniform gray. This room was painted an ocean blue, the
ceiling a
sky blue. Normal dorm rooms were symmetrical. Starting at the door each
side
contained a closet, a desk and a bed. The bed was constructed of a
rectangular
wooden base which contained three long drawers and a mattress. Someone,
Alex he
assumed, had piled up both wooden bases so that a bed frame four feet
high with
double thick mattresses lined the left side of the room. On the right
side, the
desk had been extended over to the window and a six shelf book case had
been
constructed behind it. The workmanship on both items was very
professional.
The shelves were full, two books deep
in spots. School books lined the lowest shelf. Judging by the books he
recognized it seemed that Alex forwent the usual ritual of selling back
his
school books to the bookstore at the end of each semester. Also, here
and
there, along the shelves wherever there was space were various
trinkets,
knickknacks and small toys.
This room could no longer house a
second student. Kyle wondered what Alex did each semester when the
school
assigned new roommates. He himself had one of the dorms two single
rooms.
Kyle continued to look about the room
and was immediately drawn to the large corkboard that was affixed
behind the
other desk. There were a multitude of papers pinned to the board.
Papers of all
shapes and sizes. Some torn, some cut. Some hand-written, some typed,
many were
both. Some from magazines, others not.
He looked first at the two buttons
stuck in the lower corners. Remember: The Early Worm gets
Eaten by the Bird read
the first, and the other "It Never Hurts to be Paranoid".
Hand
writing on small slip said: Make sure my way ain't got your
way in it. A
longer one that appeared to be a computer printout contained:
"An unjust society will contain
laws proclaiming that ignorance of the law is no excuse in violating
it."
Below it on the same sheet was handwritten: LRH?
Proudly displayed in the center of the
board was a large piece of paper obviously cut from a magazine. It had
then
been bordered with golden sparkles. The sign's three word message stood
out in
massive stone letters, one word per line:
CRIME
DOESN'T
PAY!
This didn't seem to jibe with the
spirit of rest of the board, which puzzled Kyle until he looked closer
and
realized it was the front of a card. The top of the card was kept
closed by the
thumbtack that held it in place, but he pulled the bottom up enough to
read the
neat feminine writing inside:
PROOF
POSITIVE!
You
were right.
The
Government does run it!
Happy
Birthday,
Love Kate.
Kyle laughed and scribbled a
paraphrasing into his notebook.
He had just located a rather cryptic
one when Alex bounded into the room, slightly out of breath.
"Ah, there you are. I must have
missed you."
"I came round the back,"
Kyle explained. Still perplexed he pointed to the board. "Beware of
String?" he asked.
"Strings. Beware of
Strings."
"Ah that's much clearer,"
Kyle responded with a sarcastic tone.
"It's my version of: There ain't
no such thing as a free lunch. I always hated that expression. Of
course there
are. Things happen all the time with no consequences. What they really
mean is
look out for obligations or more simply: Beware of Strings."
With a shrug that spoke volumes about
how bored he had become, Kyle changed the subject, "So why
did you
call me up here?" He sounded more put out than he had intended. It
didn't
matter, Alex didn't often notice these subtleties.
"I know it is short notice, but
we are having the Pagan Party tonight and I thought you might like to
attend.
It's a friendly dinner and discussion."
Kyle knew full well what the Party
was, as several of his favorite girls including Karen attended. It was
held
every other Thursday. The beginning of last year he had dropped a few
hints but
had never been invited. Why now?
"Why?"
Alex briefly considered telling him he
needed him for his lock picking skills. "No, you catch more flies with
honey," he told himself.
"You catch even more with dead
animals," Hodge chimed in.
Alex ignored him.
"I figured sense you were helping
with the Artifact and all…but if you have other plans… I understand,"
Alex
played him guiltlessly.
"What time?"
"Seven O'clock, at
Billings." Alex referred to the little building just before Prior. It
was
one of seven buildings on campus which had once been small dorms but
were now
used as function halls by the students.
"Okay, I'll give it a
whirl," Kyle said trying to act much cooler than he felt.
As distraction Kyle asked, "By
the way, what is your take on the Artifact?"
"You know, I actually haven't
even seen it yet."
*
* * * *
"Thanks again for helping me with
the shopping," Alex said over his shoulder to Wood, who was carrying
two
bags of groceries. Alex also had two, which he shifted awkwardly to one
side so
he could open the door to Billings Hall. He found it unlocked and heard
Julia
singing in the kitchen.
"Hey, songbird," he said
entering the room. Gesturing to Wood he added, "just put those
anywhere."
"Watcha got cookin'," he
inquired.
"All sorts of wonderful
vegetables. Found some wonderful greens for salads too. You'll love the
dressing."
He was afraid to ask her what she
meant by 'found'. Julia was a stocky nineteen-year-old of Italian
descent. She
had shoulder length straight black hair that was often, but not now, in
a
pigtail. She was five foot two and had a radiant smile. She had been a
Pagan
for only four months but had drawn the cooking card three times. A
strict
vegetarian, for health not conscience reasons, her first meal had been
memorable, and quite enjoyable.
Secretly she thought they might be
rigging the draw, but she didn't mind. If true it was quite a
complement, and
she loved to cook.
"Bill's in the bathroom,"
she referred to her boyfriend of five months, "and Kate dropped by a
while
ago, said she'd be back at… oh," she looked at her watch," about ten
minutes ago. What do you need for your meal?" Her arm swept in the
direction of the stove.
"Just one burner and the
oven."
"Ovens all yours. I only need one
burner. What are you making?"
"My world famous lasagna
surprise. And stuffed mushrooms, of course."
"No snails," she and Wood
said in stereo. Hers a question, his a statement.
"Sorry, there just wasn't
time," Alex looked sheepish.
"Don't look sad on my
account," she beamed," I don't eat animals, It's just I've been
hearing about your snails since I started coming here. I was curious."
"It's on my account you can feel
sorry. You can't hook a person and then fail to deliver. I've been
waiting for
another hit all winter. Now pay up. I say, nay I demand, that we have a
snail
hunt Saturday," Wood said waving his arms with high drama and
self-importance.
Alex wanted to be working on the laser
from the moment the building was deserted on Friday. He would probably
work
straight through Saturday. Then again a little break before he started
would
probably do him good. He could always change his plans depending on
what he
learned tonight."
"Saturday's no good. But we can
do it after my last class on Friday."
"So, about five?"
"Right at five, and I need to go
straight out and back."
Wood agreed rubbing his hands together
enthusiastically. Alex unloaded the groceries and started preparing
dinner.
*
* * * *
The Pagan Party was not at all what
it's name implied. It had been born six years previously as a religious
discussion group. It's founding nine members practiced a wide variety
of
religions or lack thereof. Originally they had met the first Friday
night of
every month.
Two years later, it's ranks had
dwindled to six. The next year Wood found the group, and transformed it
into
Dinner Party. When he got Alex and Mouse to join, it became dinner
followed by
general discussions. Conversations could be on any topic and some very
weird
discussions ensued. Their membership grew to sixteen, and would have
expanded
further but due to the size of the hall they agreed to cap their
patronage at
twenty. After that they became very selective about who could join.
They had wanted to meet more often,
but Tina, who did most of the cooking, balked. A system was developed
for
designating the cook. Cards were dropped in a hat. Each drew and the
two that
got the red Aces, cooked. The results were often as interesting as the
discussions. Clean up was a communal affair that kicked off the
discussion
period. And as it's new members were more socially outgoing, the party
was
moved to Thursdays. Every other Thursday.
Wood had deemed it the Pagan Party.
Paying homage to it's religious roots, he had said.
Those that knew Alex cooked, had come
to look forward to his meals. This time they were disappointed. His
lasagna was
good but average. His stuffed mushrooms, always different but always a
favorite, didn't quite work. His usual inventiveness just wasn't
visible. Even
his failures were usually at least comment worthy. Uninspired was the
word that
made the rounds in hushed whispers that evening.
Luckily Julia's selection was
riveting. A salad made from various weeds including Lamb's Quarters and
dandelions. With a dressing made from oil, lemon and wild raspberries.
Once a
few got over the ingredients most agreed it was fabulous.
By tradition, the cooks started the
first couple discussions. It came to no one's surprise that the first
topic was
computer related.
"I was
reading this week, that the creation
of artificial intelligence isn't coming as easily as they thought it
would. Do
you think intelligence can be created in a computer?"
"Define intelligence," asked
a short boy named Walt. Walt was big on definitions. Most discussions
started
this way. Some of the members found this trait of his annoying, but it
was
Alex's observation that there were far more confusions and senseless
arguments
on the nights Walt could not make it.
"I think," said Mouse
chiming in. She almost always began sentences with 'I think' or 'I
feel'. She
hardly ever spoke, as most did, as if her opinions were undisputed
fact.
"I think, that is one of the big problems. The objective hasn't been,
and
might not be able to be, defined. I myself, would settle for a program
that
could reach conclusions from a variety of information sources. That is
to say,
the ability to combine existing information to reach new associations
and
generate new ideas, or even new questions."
"Don't you think it's just a
matter of getting all that information into a computer," asked Emily.
She
was usually quiet during technology topics.
"No it's more than that, it has
to be able to prioritize it. To organize it usefully, and then it has
to make
that leap to using it," Alex answered.
"Look at something like humor.
Could a computer ever recognize or create humor?" Emily threw in.
"Why not?" Kyle asked.
"We can't even agree on what
humor is, or what makes something funny," Pete responded.
"But there is an underlying sense
of what is funny. A common ground. That's why comedians don't starve,"
Kyle retorted.
Mouse was surprised to find Kyle so
well spoken. He never seemed attentive in the two classes they shared.
"Define humor," injected
Walt.
"I just said, we can't…"
Mouse cut Pete off, "Humor is the
juxtaposition of the expected with the absurd." She quoted the
dictionary
compliments of her eidetic memory.
"That's irony," Kyle argued.
"No, irony is the juxtaposition
of the expected with the unexpected," she corrected.
"The absurd is usually
unexpected," he countered.
"And irony is often a great
source of humor," she finished him off. Sense he was new to the group
she
threw in a kind smile lest he think she was angry.
"If we are expecting computers to
reach conclusions that we wouldn't, they will…probably… create humor we
don't
get. That we don't think is funny," Alex spoke, the words coming out of
him slowly as if he were speaking as he reached these conclusions.
"Can you give an example?"
Pete asked.
"Give an example of an idea
beyond human understanding?" he said sarcastically, then paused.
"Wait. Maybe I can. Nobody answer, just raise your hands. Who knows who
Renee Descartes is?"
Twelve of the sixteen raised their
hands.
"Again don't answer. All of you
know his famous quote?"
Two of the hands dropped.
"Okay, here goes an old joke.
Renee Descartes walks into a bar and sits down. The bartender asks,
"Would
you like a beer?" "I think not," says Descartes, and disappears.
A few laughs, a few snickers and
several groans.
Alex waited. "Your point oh
Master?" prodded Wood.
"Bill, Julia, Sally - who was the
other one? - did you find that funny?"
"I didn't get it," offered
Sally.
The others shook their heads.
"Descartes is quoted with having
said, 'I think therefore I am.'"
"Oh," said Julia,
"…clever."
"See even given the connection it
isn't as humorous as if you made the leap naturally. If computers are
made to
make these, and much more obtuse connections will we recognize their
humor?"
"Will we even see it as humor, or
will we just think we've failed or that they're mad?" Karen asked.
The conversation went off-track from
there.
*
* * * *
Kyle had been looking forward to and
dreading this evening. Now he was surprised to find he was honestly
enjoying
himself. The evening had started wonderfully with Karen welcoming him
as she
introduced him to the group. She'd said many pleasant things about him.
He'd felt comfortable from the get go,
and being relaxed he had been charming, insightful and witty. Everyone
was treating
him so nicely.
Karen was speaking now and he listened
intently as she looked over at him.
"Many of you might not know that
we have a talented poet in our midst."
"Have a new poem for us, do you
Karen?" Walt teased.
"Not me silly." She slapped
playfully at his shoulder, "Kyle."
Kyle was stunned, and for the first
time this evening began to tense up. "Talented isn't quite the word I'd
use," he stammered.
"No false modesty allowed
here," chimed Wood.
"That's right, we'll be the judge
of that," Mouse laughed and hugged Wood closer.
"Yes, that's a wonderful idea.
Read them this," Karen said handing him this week's class sheet. Kyle
looked down at the 'Karen Welch' poem, then over at her, searching her
eyes for
signs of betrayal. All he saw was sincerity. Still there was no way he
was
reciting this.
"At least let me read one I
like," he said with mock confidence.
He flipped through his book. The one
he had with him contained only a few unfinished works. While pretending
he was
reading from a page Kyle prayed softly then improvised:
The
broken dream sighs
Watching
out a cottage
window
As
the snow boasts a
single bundled person.
The
wind is already busy
removing the footsteps.
Minutes
die
The
flicker of the
candle
lends
it's remark.
The
face is blank
Kyle
paused drinking in the silence. Everyone was focused on him, the room
was
totally still. Karen's eyes were big and round. His mind went blank for
a
second. Then he continued.
Only
the eyes betray
emotion
Conveying
a wish that
something could be done.
Outside,
the cold
strives to fortify the pain.
I
look back
And
watch her face
slowly vanish
As
her breath freezes on
the window pane.
Too
late.
I
turn and disappear
Into
the snowy horizon.
"A bit hokey," Kyle thought,
"but I hope I can remember it later."
There was quiet for a moment.
Karen clapped vigorously, jumped up
gracefully and crossed the room to him. She bent down and gave him a
quick hug.
"I love it. Are you going to be
reading that in class?"
"Well it's really still a work in
progress," he could only remember a few lines now.
Over her shoulder he heard Wood's
booming voice. "You've been holding out on us. You've got real talent,
my
lad." He was imitating a cartoon character Kyle thought he recognized
but
couldn't quite place.
Kyle sat back and smiled. Quite an
evening indeed.
"Who would have thought?"
Mouse whispered in Wood's ear.
*
* * * *
The Pagan Parties usually broke up
around eleven. This one seemed like it would go on forever. Julia,
Sally and
Emily had gotten into an argument over the creation of Hell in early
Christianity. Alex found the whole argument pointless and his mind
wandered.
This was not rude. There were few topics that interested everyone and
some often
tuned out when bored.
It was
nearing midnight and Alex could not
think of a way to go off with Mouse without Kate wanting to know more
than he
wished to tell. He hated keeping secrets from her. But he hadn't told
her about
taking the laser and wasn't yet prepared to meet her disapproving
stare. Nor
had Mouse approached him about going to the Science Building.
"Tomorrow
will be soon enough," he told himself.
"I'm
not really in the mood anyway."
He
was more tired than he expected, considering how late he
had awakened.
May 15, 1981
Kate lay
next to Alex. They were both naked and the sheets hung down beside the
bed.
Being completely exposed like this made her feel decadent, daring and
sexy.
However she had lost Alex's attention which was having just the
opposite effect
on her mood.
She reached
over and fondled him. He hardened nearly instantly in her hand. His
mind was
still elsewhere.
She turned
toward him and her red hair fell across her face. She pushed it to one
side.
"This is getting too long," she said. Stopping just below her
shoulder blades, it was almost a foot longer than she was used to. But
Alex
seemed to love it so.
"I'm
going to have to cut it soon."
No
response.
She propped
herself up on one arm and whispered in his ear, "What's it like where
you
are?"
He mumbled
something nonsensical, remained motionless for several moments then
slowly
turned and looked at her.
"I'm
sorry darling," he started then became aware that she was stroking him.
He
gently stopped her hand.
Seeing the
seriousness in his eyes she asked, "What is it?"
He
proceeded to bring her up to speed on his activities the last few days.
He made
no attempt to alter the facts to improve his actions. One of the traits
that
she loved about him, was his ability to take the blame when it was due.
Of
course, sometimes she wished he'd own up faster or better yet discuss
his plans
before he had anything to confess.
She lay
beside him and listened. She occasionally asked for more details or a
clarification, but made no comments until he was finished.
Now it was
her turn.
"Okay
let's start on the outside problems, then we'll discuss us. As I
understand it
we have an expensive, stolen device which you have managed to break.
Can it be
repaired?"
"I
haven't been able to inspect it. Mouse and I were supposed to look at
it this
evening, but the Party ran late, and you… didn't know yet."
She started
to react to that, but simmered down and got back on track, "If you can
repair it, do you think you can return it?"
"It's
going to be a bitch, the thing being so heavy and all," he paused,
"of course we don't actually have to return it, just get it close
by."
"Right,
and leave the hard parts to the innocent," her voice dripped with
disappointment.
"It's
a back up plan in case we can't return it."
"Much
better than simply telling them the truth."
Alex felt
this was not a good time to launch into a diatribe against telling
Authority
the truth. "That's another plan," he lied.
She knew
him better than that, but let it go for now.
"Okay,
so we don't know enough to plan yet. So we won't worry about this until
we do.
We need to get more information quickly, starting with: can you fix the
thing?"
He smiled,
she'd learned that line of reasoning from him. And he'd learned it from
Hodge,
who had given him nearly identical advice…was that just yesterday?
"Now
about us," she said sternly. His smile faded.
"Now
you're in for it," said Hodge loudly making Alex jump slightly.
"As
you know we each agreed to work on certain character flaws - and we've
both
made remarkable strides - but it's important that we talk about it when
we
screw up. Why do you think you didn't discuss this with me before you
went to
Durham?"
He thought,
then said, "I didn't want you to stop me?"
"Are
you asking me or telling me?"
Alex was
quiet for awhile. Kate became afraid he had gone away when suddenly he
said,
"I knew you'd want to stop me. And I wanted to impress Hollywood."
"Yeah,
that makes sense," she thought, "I suppose it's practically my fault.
I relayed the message, and didn't sound disapproving at the time.
Course, I
thought Wood was blowing smoke. I didn't imagine you'd actually do
something
this stupid.
"I
know you value your friendship with Wood, but you don't have to try so
hard
with him. He's your friend no matter what."
"She
never pulls any punches," he smiled at the thought.
"I
always know where I stand with you. It's one of the things I love about
you."
She smiled.
He'd once informed her that he'd never told anyone else that he loved
them. She
was his first love. She had had many -
though they paled drastically to what she felt now - and
none of them
had been able to communicate their feelings. She basked in the ease
with which
he shared himself with her.
"Ready
to sleep?" she asked.
"Nope."
"Good.
Oh, and one last thing. I want to come with you and see this thing,"
she
said exhibiting one of the character flaws she was supposed to work on:
she was
jealous that he and Mouse were putting in some much time together. She
was a
good friend - probably her best here - but she was pretty and so smart.
Kate,
secretly, had never felt herself smart enough for Alex.
She reached
over and stroked him again. Instantly he was hard again. This time he
cradled
her neck in his arm and played his fingers across her breast.
*
* * * *
Mouse felt
Wood's soft breath on the back of her neck. She lay silent and
motionless for
several minutes allowing him to fall into a deeper sleep. Finally she
slowly
lifted herself off him and rolled over dropping softly to the floor.
She stood,
dressed and left the room. Passing the lounge she noticed two freshman
women
watching TV. She knew their names but had never really talked to them.
Nor did
she stop to do so now.
Upon
returning to her room, she kicked off her shoes and grabbed the seven
spiral
bound notebooks that comprised her observations and speculations on the
Artifact. The last chapter of the most current one discussed her
frustration
with being unable to devise a way to test the objects ability to absorb
radio
waves. She was sure it did.
At first
she had thought that it neutralized forms of energy. After testing and
rethinking, she had concluded that it absorbed energy that reached it.
It was a
fine but important distinction.
She
struggled with the radio wave problem for an hour, going over and over
her
notes before deciding she was wasting her time.
Undressing
and putting on a thin nightgown she climbed under the covers and
prepared for
sleep. Her mind was still working on the problems at hand but she was
now
slowly putting these thoughts away. Letting her subconscious wrestle
with them
for the night.
"It
was like a black hole," she thought. "Except it had a heavy, but
normal ranged weight and of course it didn't absorb…" her eyes opened
wide
and she sat bolt upright.
Her mind
made another connection, "That's why it's so black.
I'll be damned,
we're not seeing the surface at all. We're seeing the absence of light.
It's
absorbing the light too. Of course it is, light's energy too."
From the
bed she reached over and snapped on her desk light and began writing
furiously
in her latest notebook. Eventually she slowed, scribbled a bit more and
stopped.
She glanced
around the room rapidly while her mind whirled. She had to test this
tonight.
She glanced at the clock. Damn, it was almost 3 AM. She needed to get
into the
lab, she had a key for that. She needed to get into the building, into
Doc
Walter's office and into the locked bottom drawer in which he didn't
know she
knew he had secured the Artifact. She thought, "Only three keys stand
between me and… Kyle!"
She'd have
to wake him. Worst he could do is send her packing. She'd have to be
alone with
him. Very alone. However, having spent time with him the last few days
he had
moved up in her estimation. Sure he was lonely, and horny but not as
creepy as
he had previously seemed. This evening he had been very witty, even
charming.
She had been genuinely shocked when Karen had gotten him to read one of
his
poems. It was quite… human.
"I'm
sure I can handle him," she decided.
Mouse got
up and grabbed the closest clothes in her closet. A faded pair of jeans
and a
turtlenecked pullover that she hadn't worn for a long time. She
realized her
jacket was still at Wood's. "Long sleeves, should be warm enough,"
she considered rubbing the material against her left arm.
Eight
strokes with the antique mahogany brush to try to tame her hair and
then she
ran out into the hall toward the boys side.
*
* * * *
Kyle was having a dream which was
thankfully not The Dream. In this one he was
attempting to seduce a girl
who was sometimes Karen Welch and sometimes Betty, the teenager that
used to
baby-sit him. The dream had had a few pleasant kissing scenes, but they
kept
getting interrupted before things could progress.
Now Kyle and Karen/Betty were alone on
a beach. They fell to the sand hugging and kissing. He basked in the
fact that
she wanted him. Finally, there was no one around to disturb them. His
hand
moved to her…
A loud rapping pulled him awake. He
lay disoriented. Then he heard a persistent yet quiet knocking on his
door. He
looked questioningly at the clock.
"Who the hell? It's after
three," he thought, his irritation growing. Most likely some lost
student,
drunken or stoned.
The possibility of a fire or other
emergency crossed his mind, but the knocking seemed wrong, not urgent
enough,
more restrained.
Kyle got up and felt around the floor
with his foot for his bathrobe, and stubbed a toe on a leg of the
room's lone
chair. Swearing and rubbing his toe he went for the light switch. The
room
illuminated, he was easily able to locate the thin red cloth.
The knocking persisted.
Striding across the room he flung the
door open.
"What…" 'do you want?' he
had intended to finish, but the sight at the door stopped him cold.
Mouse stood
there. She wore a purple pullover that hugged her chest in a heart
stopping
manner. Kyle felt his groin tighten.
"I'm still dreaming," he
thought. The lingering pain in his foot convinced him otherwise.
"Kyle, I'm so sorry to wake you."
"Hmmm," he managed.
She went on apologizing for a moment
before arriving at the point.
"I was hoping you could do me a
favor. I think I've just realized something about the Artifact and I
really
want to check it out immediately."
She paused while Kyle, finally coming
fully to his senses, invited her in. Still slightly angry but mostly to
maintain her sympathy he said, "And this couldn't wait until
morning?" His voice didn't have the harshness he had intended.
She went on enthusiastically, "I
think it absorbs light."
"Of course it does, it's
black." Kyle had always been fascinated by blackness. He knew a lot
about
the properties of blackness, including that the color (a mixture of all
colors
actually) absorbed all wavelengths of light that struck it.
"I don't think we are actually
seeing the surface at all. I think we are seeing the effect of its
property to
absorb energy."
"What's the difference? If it
looks black, it's black. It's like when someone tells you, you only think
you're happy. If you feel happy, you're happy.”
He
waited briefly for a response, then added, “But I'm
fully awake now, how do I figure into this?"
Kyle knew exactly what she must want,
but he wanted her to ask. He would do it, if only to stare at that
incredible
body. Those wonderful lips. And to have a chance to be her hero, even
if only
in this brief and limited manner.
He let it take several minutes for her
to persuade him to help.
He asked her to turn her back while he
got dressed, she opted instead to wait in the hall.
A quarter of an hour later found him
through the outer door of the Science Building and working on the lock
to the
Doctor's office. It was a tougher lock and his sleep deprived brain was
having
a difficult time of it.
"How do you plan to prove your theory?"
he asked as a distraction. He had wanted the task to seem simple - a
testament
to his skill. It was taking longer than he expected.
"I haven't figured that out yet.
I’m hoping for an inspiration."
"Well that's… there we go,"
he exclaimed opening the door.
"Two down, one to go. Think you
can open that one?" she indicted the filing cabinet.
"Are you kidding? These are the
easiest. They might as well use chewing gum to keep people out."
True to his word, it took him two
gestures to open the locked bottom drawer. He recognized the silver
case
immediately once.
"Doc told you it was here?"
"No. When he and I were talking
he'd glance at this drawer every time the Artifact was mentioned. Also
he stood
protectively near it when we were standing. I knew he had it in the
building,
because he was no longer carrying it when he showed up at school. So I
figured
it must be here."
"Pretty observant," he
offered.
She shrugged.
They left the room unlocked and headed
to the basement.
With some difficulty Mouse
disassembled the stand of a microscope and used the lens to study the
object.
She stared into the blackness, Kyle at her.
His whole universe was reduced to the
defined roundness of her breasts. He was distantly aware that she was
sharing
her observations with him, but the words did not fully register. He
became
completely fixated on the gentle full slope, the way her bra made the
upper
portion crest into a fuller dome. He longed to touch it, stroke the
firm flesh.
Feel its soft texture. Experience its heft.
Kyle began to have cyclical arguments
with himself. What could it hurt? What could she do? What would she do?
Slap
him? Yell at him? It would be worth it. Just one touch. If she allowed
him to
experience her he could free himself from this obsession. Man, she was
beautiful.
"You don't have to stay. I know
this must be boring for you," the words impinged and he looked up. She
was
still looking into the microscope.
"No, I won't fall back to sleep
now anyway. Might as well stay and find out the outcome." He managed to
sound nonchalant.
"I don't think I'm going to learn
any great truths tonight, sadly. I just don't see the proper approach.
Maybe we
could wake Alex?"
Startled, Kyle struggled to remain an
audience of one. He told a lie that just happened to be true, "Probably
not a good idea, I think Kate's with him tonight."
She didn't ask how he knew.
Mouse turned back to the scope,
prodding the tetrahedron with a piece of copper wiring. "If there is an
effect horizon, it's thinner than my eye can see."
"Effect horizon?"
"An area of effect surrounding
the object."
Kyle shrugged and returned his
attention to her right breast. If only…
Aided by his sleeplessness, his
hormones launched a successful coup
d'état against his brain. To his
surprise his body reacted to his thoughts of the last hour and his hand
shot
out and cupped the object of his desire.
Startled, Mouse began to reflexively
jump back, then both caught and calmed herself.
"That little prick," she
thought.
Seemingly calmly she grabbed his hand
and slammed it toward the slate countertop. Kyle initially resisted,
then went
limp causing her to mash his fingers much more forcefully than she had
planned.
"Ouch. Damn it," Kyle held
his fingers in his other hand. One felt broken, at least sprained.
"I think you'd better leave now.
And if you think you're in pain now, try anything like that again, and
I'll
mention it to Wood. Then you'll know pain." Her words came out slowly,
individually and without emotion.
She turned her back on him and waited
for the sound of the door closing. Then her shoulders slumped and she
shook a
bit.
"Bastard. I'll never understand
men. What was I thinking? Oh man, look what I'm wearing! What did I
expect?
No!!"
She jumped at the force of her
reaction to the thought. This was not her fault, it was his. She had a
right to
wear what she wanted. She had acted professionally. She had done
nothing wrong.
He was the transgressor.
Her thoughts jumbled up on her. Then
she sighed and looked around. She wasn't going to get any more done now
and she
was tired.
She packed everything back up, and
returned the Artifact to Dr. Oliver's office. She was grateful she'd
had the
foresight to leave the doors unlocked. Maybe subconsciously she had
known the
little creep would try something.
She thought about preparing her notes
for her morning briefing with the good doctor but found she couldn't
concentrate. She left for her dorm room. At the last moment she decided
on
Wood's place instead. Sneaking in, she climbed, fully clothed, into bed
and
nestled in his arms. This once she wished he wasn't such a sound
sleeper, but
she didn't wake him.
"Bastard," she thought once
more then let the matter rest. Wood shifted a little and slipped his
arm
snuggly around her waist. She slipped off to sleep.
*
* * * *
The alarm woke Kate and she stretched
languidly. She loved Fridays. She had only three classes squeezed
tightly
together from ten until one o'clock. Alex's classes were more spread
out and
she regularly got up early to have breakfast with him. Today it was his
alarm
that woke her.
He looked up at her sleepily.
"I'll set the bell for another
half hour. Go back to sleep. I'll be back in an hour and we'll go down
to the
Commons together," she said softly while dressing in yesterday's
clothes.
She gently kissed his forehead. He had already returned to sleep.
*
* * * *
Kate fidgeted on the simple wooden
bench. Only the bike rack obscured her view of the Science Building
steps and
it was no obstacle. Still she couldn’t shake the feeling that Mouse
would enter
unseen. During breakfast they had agreed that they would meet here at
three.
Alex would join them a little after four when his last class let out.
It was
now twenty after three. Kate could not think of another time Mouse had
ever
been late.
Originally this meeting had merely
been a ploy to separate Alex and Mouse a little. But now she was
anxious to
talk to her. Over breakfast Mouse had laid out the problem of proving
the
Artifact absorbed light. As it was the first she had heard about it,
Mouse had
backed up to explain about the thing. She had sat through an
explanation of the
problem three times because first Wood and then Emily arrived during
the
discussion and Mouse had restarted each time.
It was later, during Art class that
Kate thought she had an answer. A chance to out-think the great Mouse,
what an
ego boost.
Immediately Kate felt guilty for her
thoughts. The two girls had been good friends ever since they had been
brought
together by Alex and Wood. Mouse had proven to be loyal and thoughtful,
but
Kate had always felt inferior to her. She never seemed to need to
study. She
had a quick wit and never forgot anything. Not to mention a body that
made Kate
feel like a boy. Added with the fact that she never seemed cowed or
nervous
Kate could have easily hated her if she didn’t like her so much.
Where
was she?
*
* * * *
>>>
Doc, being briefed by Mouse
>>>
Kate, with Mouse at Lab, discuss Kyle, Alex and being bridesmaid.
Also shows Mouse how to test
surface.
*
* * * *
"Windex?"
Kate guessed, her voice light with laughter and relief.
"Exactly. Like I was saying, as I
was preparing to move it upstairs I noticed this blue puddle under the cart. So, I'm trying
desperately to
figure out what sort of blue fluid would be in a Laser, and I'm not
coming up
with anything. But it's not like I'm some sort of big expert on them or
anything, so anything's possible. You know?. So I start looking for
where it's
leaking from and eventually I find some drops hanging from the seam of
a side
compartment," Alex delivered in one rapid rush, then paused for breath.
"And inside was several cleaners,
some rags and a broken bottle of Windex," he concluded.
"So all your worrying was for
nothing?" she patted the hand that was draped across her leg, then rose
from his lap to stand beside him.
"And it's 'were several
cleaners', not was," she whispered in his ear.
"Why… why am I engaged to a
English major?" he starred in mock prayer at the ceiling.
"Oh, knock it off, you. I know
that secretly, deep down, you want to sound like a
civilized
being." She dropped back behind him and began firmly pressing her
thumbs
into the base of his neck, moving them in small circles.
"Does big ape man embarrass fair
maiden?" Alex teased his voice part ape part baby.
"You are such a
pain," she said with feigned irritation and started to turn toward the
window.
"Wait, don't stop," Alex
cried out, grabbing her hand and returning it to his neck. "That was
really helping."
Kate recommenced massaging his neck,
this time with more attention, and noticed the magnitude of knots under
her
fingers.
&nbs